Whatever Pops in My Mind

Missing Family and Friend: Sarah Maynard(FOUND), Tina Herrmann, Kody Maynard, and Stephanie Sprang from Mt Vernon OH

2010-11-15T15:32:00.006-05:00

I woke up early the morning of November 11, 2010 and told my husband, “I think there is going to be another case.” I could only remember bits and pieces of what I had just been dreaming – but I knew I had been shown “meat.” What seemed very odd to me this time was a whole family seemed to be somehow involved and it was very confusing.

The meat I was shown in this dream seemed to be in the shape of a square and about the size of my palm. The meat appeared to be setting on top of a dress – the dress may have been a burgundy color.

There seemed to be two parents – I think two sisters? Somehow I guess the parents find a child dead? They freak out and think possibly the other daughter killed her. But in the dream not sure if that is really a ploy to “bring out” the true murderer?

Something about the dress and or meat and the dishwasher?

Also something about a drink or maybe blood in a container.

I remember someone who I thought was the father and one of the girls are somewhere different – away from the house. He is trying to lure maybe the true murderer to the house? He tries different stuff but it’s not working, so he ends up calling an old friend of his that is somehow related to Law Enforcement. He tells this man he is too drunk or too hung-over to get in his house? It makes no sense to the man he is telling this to; but the man is going to meet him at the house.

I know this dream is so bits and pieces. I was unable to pull back all that was happening in the dream. Even as I was getting the information I was noting to myself this is too confusing.

A few other notes to add which may be associated

On November 5 2010 the Song from the Green Acres TV show kept playing in my head and has on and off since then. Just noting this because a friend who works on these cases sent me a map of where Sarah was found – and the road near there is called Green Acres.

Another vision dream I had 11/14/2010 was a bit strange – Ok that is normal for me. But it was this black liquid – it was covering this large area of land. There were buildings in the background which were at least two stories high. All of a sudden this black stuff would start gushing upward – it went higher than the buildings. It may have been OIL but I’m trying not to assume – since in actuality I saw a black liquid stuff.

My friend asked me to go ahead and put a blog up incase anyone local would know what the black liquid or Oil may be representing and could possibly help find the other three persons.

Please keep Sarah Maynard (FOUND) and her family: Tina Herrmann, mother and Kody Maynard, brother and friend Stephanie Sprang in your thoughts and prayers.

I know this blog may be a bit awkward – I seem to still not have gotten myself back to normal yet. I know I also owe a few people some readings – but I am still a little flaky since the illness. I hope to be 100 percent soon.

Zahra Baker Missing Hickory NC - Psychic Notes

2010-11-04T18:08:00.002-04:00

I have not added my meditation notes on Zahra’s case yet because I have been a bit under the weather. I will try to go thru my notes now and add the few bits and pieces.

These are the actual notes from the photo read on did on Zahra Baker missing from Hickory, NC.

Zahra Claire Baker
Missing 10/9/2010
NC
Reading jn/13/2010 meant 10/13/2010 (not sure how in the heck jn was entered I usually use the 10 key to enter the date)

Go to the top of the mountain
C word maybe CAD word
I see the paved road with dirt going up on sides
Splash
Topsy truvy
Happy jumping up and down – im free
She talked to me about it first
Zolfo
Tall trees possibly pines
Park setting
Had some kind of party there
Half sister younger dark hair

On 10/14/2010 I meditated on Zahra Baker and these are what I am able to decipher from my notes while I was meditating. I realize some of this makes absolutely no sense whats so ever! But I am putting it here so it is all in one place and I can learn. Some of the strangest things I have gotten in cases, have made sense to the families so I am putting it all out there.

September 29 2010
You tube
10/07/2010
Lisa got angry
She had cancer again and didn’t want to go thru it again ( I put a note that this may end up being Lisa’s story)
RR Track
That’s my story and im sticking to it
Black lady knows something
Blonde lady pregnant
Donuts each have one no each have two

Note from 10/15/2010

Woke up with an “R” word – trying to figure it out maybe sounds something like Robious?? Googled around seems there is a Rhodiss NC but not sure if that is what it is in reference to or not.

Meditation 10/15/2010

Please hold me tight
Big yellow box truck going thru woods
Saw a plane overhead
Poured water from bucket into something and a man said Yuck

10/17/2010 note
Milk Crate made of plastic – not sure why but it popped into my mind

10/21/2010 Note
I looked down and on my left thigh there is this strange red marking.

10/22/2010
Bruise behind right ear

Zahra Baker Missing from Hickory NC October 10, 2010 Psychic Dream

2010-10-14T17:05:00.002-04:00

I woke the morning of October 13, 2010 from a very disturbing dream. This dream included the death of a young girl. This is the third dream or vision I remember having in which I am shown meat. To me, unfortunately, it seems to mean there is a child missing. So, I went online to find out if there was a young girl reported missing recently. I came across Zahra Baker’s Missing Persons flyer. This dream may or may not be associated with Zahra but just incase it has some meaning to the case; I feel I should post the dream.

It is somewhat lengthy but I am going to post all my notes as I wrote them.

I’m at my home - my husband is there and a number of friends (I don’t know them in reality) out front of the house is a small train for kids to ride on. It is metal not those plastic play ones. There is this lady and two of her small children outside playing. One child the older one maybe 4-5 is playing and the mother and smaller child are riding on some other toy thing. I'm on the train. I'm going around and I see the mother has come up onto the tracks of the train. I yell for her to get off and away because i can not control the train to make it stop. She does not listen and the train is about to hit them. Somehow I reach down and pull up this metal piece on the track to try and stop the train. Then the mother places the metal piece down on top of the child! When she realizes what she has done she lifts the metal piece and I am shown slices of cut up child. It is shown to me with no blood - it is like slices of body nothing definitive. Kind of would make you think of chicken that has been cut up in small pieces for fajitas. I'm sick and run into the house to call 911.

The police come - for some reason they take my blood or something? They are looking at arresting me. I am freaking out about the accident they are investigating. As I am replaying the horrible accident in my mind, I realize wait I stopped the train - it was the mother who put the metal thing over the child that killed her.

Then I remember more people in the house - there were always people there. It's hard to pull back but there was one room with a number of older black ladies - they were playing cards or something. They were afraid of the dogs. Then in the kitchen there were younger white men - teenagers. Gosh there were such a diverse group of people.

I also remember going maybe to the grocery store and another store and thinking people are looking at me as the one who killed that child - but it wasn’t me!

Then I remember being in some warehouse part of somewhere - it is painted blue - I somehow follow another guy and we get out?

Then I am in a SUV - in the back seat. There was a man in the front passenger seat he looks back at me like what in the hell are you doing in back - you need to drive. But I’m sensing another man - not sure if in the vehicle in front of us also seeing me. Can't pull it back. But the SUV starts moving - the jackass in the passenger’s seat must have started the SUV. I had to jump up front to drive. The windows were all fogged up and I couldn’t see. I am trying to find how to turn on the wipers - I can’t see anything. Finally by trying everything they turn on.

Then I’m in a totally different scenario and I am contemplating riding my bike half way across the country! (Dang must have been in ok shape in the dream! LOL) I was going to go by myself at first but then this man decides he is going to go with me - I think the one from the SUV. Then my sister or some other younger woman - is going to go too. Ugh we are going out west somewhere - not sure if Colorado or not???? We start going and I realize we probably don’t have enough money and I forgot my cell phone - and so did my sister. So we turn back to get more money and the phones. At some point my mother says she doesn’t understand why we don’t fly. She is willing to pay for the flight. But we don't we want to ride our bikes. So we head off again. (I know there is more but cant pull it back yet) Oh when we go back to get the stuff we also decide to change our clothes and wear our uniforms (military) but we don’t wear our dress uniforms we wear our camouflage outfits.

Then there is something about being at a company and the paperwork was not done correctly. Well technically it was but they wanted to change something to make it easier to cut out the tracking number. I was shown this form and the tracking number or ID number of the piece of equipment was in the middle of the form - but they wanted me to redo the form and place it in the little squares at the bottom of the page so they could cut it out of the form to place it on something else???

Dang I don’t know if all this went together somehow or not -

Please keep Zahra’s photo and information on your websites and blogs to keep her in the public eye! My thoughts and prayers are with you Zahra and your family and friends.

Kyron Horman Meditation August 27 2010

2010-09-09T14:50:00.005-04:00

I tried to do another meditation on Kyron Horman missing from Portland Oregon. The meditation was on August 27, 2010. It is difficult to write notes while performing a meditation, but I try. The even harder part can be deciphering what I was able to jot down.

Here is what i was able to decipher:

Lady with bright red lipstick seems to lean over to give someone a kiss. (I am not able to see whom she is leaning towards.) (visual)
Susan did (verbal)
they knew (verbal)
throws her around the room (I think a verbal ? I cant remember)
young girl with long dark hair crying (visual)
young girl around 11 -14 years old with very short hair sandy blonde maybe (visual)
I didn't do this (verbal)
half these crooks around here, I used to hang out with (verbal)
Big John (verbal)
leave Diane's side (verbal)
It's hard to know what _______ is. (the word for the blank seems to start with and s and maybe end with de?) (verbal)
Portland Lake if he is not over a Flips (verbal - so the Flips could possibly be something like phillips??)

I know it's not much to go on but I am just putting it out there in case it makes sense to someone closer to the case. My thoughts and prayers continue to be with Kyron and his family.

Kyron Horman Psychic Dream Question

2010-07-29T14:44:00.002-04:00

I am asking for help with this one! I was wondering if anyone could tell me what this POD thing is?

First off, I had a dream on the night of July 3rd 2010. I did not relate it originally to Kyron Horman’s case, but a couple of days ago a friend sent me a link to a photo of this strange thing on Collins Beach, Sauvie Island, Portland Oregon. My jaw dropped as soon as I opened the link! It was a POD!

The dream or what I remember of it – was short. Two ladies and I were walking along. There was a fence to the left and beyond the fence were sand dunes. One lady ran up to the top of one of the sand dunes and jumped in what I called a POD. She closed herself in and began zipping down and around the sand dunes. She talked us in to jumping in another one. We had a blast zipping around in these PODs.

The same day I received the link to the photo; I also received a junk email (which is unusual with this certain email) with the subject line starting with Collins. These strange coincidences have occurred in other cases, so I do pay attention!

I am not sure if anyone has done any searching at Collins Beach on Sauvie Island? I understand some people may not feel comfortable because it is Clothing Optional. But if anyone could possibly explain to me what this strange looking boat POD is, I would really appreciate it. Also, if you get a chance someone might want to look around the area. I am not saying that is where poor little Kyron is but maybe it could have been a point of interest in whatever happened to him.

Here is a link to the strange POD on Sauvie Island.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/jonsview/4758683978/in/photostream/

Thank you for taking the time to read and possibly help me with information. Remember to keep Kyron Horman’s information and picture on your websites and blogs to keep him in the public eye.

(Sometimes the comment thing on the blog doesn’t work to good – feel free to send me a message via facebook if you are a member)

Psychic Medium Read on Shawn McMillan Murder Case

2010-07-21T14:08:00.004-04:00

I received an invite to a Blog Radio show called Crime Wire. I was going to try and listen; unfortunately I forgot I had to close last night! When I saw the invite, I decided to try and do a photo reading on Shawn McMillan prior to listening to the show. My intention was a learning process in understanding things that pop into my mind and then learning about the case to see if anything made sense. I felt it was an opportunity to learn.

I had read the intro to both cases which were to be discussed. I really wanted to do a reading on both cases, but time did not permit.

Shawn McMillan Murdered September 2001

(This is all I read hours prior to doing the reading)

Tonight's show the unsolved murder of Shawn McMillan was driven to the Helen Ellis Hospital in Tarpon Springs, FL by Rita Nordmark and her brother-in-law, Dan Nordmark, an off duty corrections officer. A bullet from the officer’s gun had ripped through Shawn’s brain. Officer Nordwick alleged the wound was self inflicted. The facts indicate otherwise mark alleged the wound was self inflicted. The facts indicate otherwise. Shawn was dead at the age of 26. Gene Cervantes from Citizen's Against Homicide and Crime Wire Consultant discusses the case.

I googled and found a photo of Shawn for the photo reading.

These are my exact notes from the reading, I type as I do the reading so excuse the fact they are not in complete sentences! Oh and where it say s (tuna fish) I was not sure what exactly I was getting and that is what is sounded like? Could have just been it was of no importance, I have not a clue!

Tarpon Springs
Has some anger management issues
He found himself in a triangle situation - he did not see it as that to begin with but it escalated to that point. They were all in the same room discussing kind of loudly their separate thoughts about (tuna fish). It seems that Shawn and the female may have agreed on the topic but the third individual felt that their agreeing on the topic left him as the outsider of the three at that moment. She was kind of just having fun being a bit on the flirty side. But not really meaning anything by what she was doing. It was all in fun to her and Shawn anyways. The third person – male – felt threatened by their closeness. There was alcohol involved in this evening’s fun. Maybe too much – the third male – oh he may have thought he was just fooling around enough to scare Shawn and the girl but – he actually got caught up in the act and the gun did go off! Oh my they totally freaked – trying to figure out what to do. Shit their lives are flashing in front of their eyes – it wasn’t supposed to happen that way. It just wasn’t he didn’t really mean to pull the trigger they were just all playing around – yeah he was a little jealous but not to the point of really pulling the trigger. OMG what I have I done –

The scene is changed – the gun placed in Shawn’s hand – they are scared – don’t call 911 they bring him to the hospital – they figure the suicide will answer all the questions – he was intoxicated he got upset he grabbed the gun and shot himself. No questions asked.

Shawn is not angry – he feels it was his time to go. Things are meant for a reason – I will be forever grateful for the time I had.

Mom rose petals
Dixie
Kind of looks like a rebel flag
Yellow flowers
Brother you can’t escape what is meant to be
Father
Older model car
Little girl (sister?) Grass stains playing rolling in the grass little girl with flowery dress on bow in hair there is a picture? With him and girl playing or rolling on the ground mom snapped a picture
Mom has something of his I’m sensing brown maybe metal almost want to say the shape of a badge maybe star shaped would fit in the palm of her hand
I still want to say a badge or maybe a medal from something he won I’m getting red white and blue ribbon
Swimming?
Dandelions
The ones with the little white things you blow and they go all over
There is no need to pursue this I know what happened and I am at peace with it. She is only continuing the grief when it was not something that was done on purpose.
Tell her dad is doing the right thing and to please listen to him. He understands you need to let it go. Be happy this will not solve anything just ruin others lives.
Rick

Well, I did go back and read a little bit about the case, since I was unable to listen to the show last night. Very interesting but nothing the conscious mind could not have come up with in relation to the information given. The one point I did find a little Hmmm about is I state in the reading _- the third male - which was not in the intro information. Remember this is a learning process. If you know the case and anything else sticks out, I’d love to hear it.

Now, I know the second part of the reading was personal and did not reflect any specific information about the case. It was more intended to his family. I have no idea if any of that information means anything. If the family reads this by chance and you would like to comment on anything personal and would not like it printed please feel free to click on the facebook link and send me a private message. If this reading bothers his family in any way please advise and I will remove whatever you feel I should.

Thanks for helping me learn to help others.

Unidentified Male Beltsville, Maryland April 13, 2000

2010-07-09T16:09:00.004-04:00

Unidentified Male Beltsville, Maryland April 13, 2000

I am not really sure how I even ended up on this site – The Doe Network? But for some reason I guess I was supposed to. Well, this case just seemed to grab my attention. Doing a reading on an unidentified person is a bit strange for me. I usually do a picture reading on a person to start a case. Being there is no photo only a possible picture or what he may have looked like – that does not give me anything. So I went to the items the person was wearing or had with him at the time.

The man was located on April 13, 2000 in Beltsville, Prince George's County, Maryland. The photo of the keys intrigued me. So that is the photo I choose to look at to do the reading.

Unfortunately I didn’t get too much to start.

Possibly a “J” name - Jim

Frederickburg

SUV with dark beige interior
Flat tire

I decided to see if I could possibly find anything on line about this case, besides from the listing on the Doe Network. I found a couple of people on a site called Scared Monkeys had looked into the case. There was a link I followed which lead to an FBI investigation report

http://www.fbi.gov/publications/leb/2002/may2002/may2002.htm

When I read about barbed wire – I saw a “tan glove”

Sorry I was not given more information to try and help reunite him with his family. Maybe just getting the information and pictures out there will help in connecting them. I did google Frederickburg and see there is a Fredricksburg VA down the interstate from Beltsville, Maryland. Maybe he was traveling to or from Fredricksburg, VA – or he could have just passed thru the area? I would think a family or friend would have reported this man missing but I have not been able to match up a missing person with the description given.

Here is the link to the Doe Network which can provide all the information on this man.

http://doenetwork.org/cases/74ummd.html

Please take the time to look at all the information and see if anything rings a bell and may help in providing his family some closure.

Kyron Horman Missing Portland OR - psychic note

2010-07-01T14:51:00.004-04:00

Kyron Horman missing Portland Oregon - coincidental? ricochet

I just thought I would add a brief blog about a coincidence from earlier today. I mentioned last night in my blog about someone giving me a book on Sunday. I had not even looked at the title until last night when I was writing the blog. The title of the book was R for Ricochet. The person who gave me the book said it was a murder mystery but had an unusual ending.

Well, this morning while I was cleaning dishes at the little country store, it popped into my head to go look at the book shelf. We have a little section where people can trade books in and out - a sharing library. I looked at the paperbacks and nothing seemed to jump out at me. But then I remembered there were a few hard cover books further down. I looked in the direction of those and BAM! No not the same book, but actually a book by the name of ricochet! Not just one but two hard cover copies of the same book ricochet!

I noted to myself - that the word ricochet on both titles was in red lettering. Not sure why but that is what popped into my mind.

So now we have R for Ricochet a murder mystery and ricochet by Sandra Brown which on the inside cover states it is a story of murder and betrayal.

Not sure what any of this could or would mean? I have not read either book so I can not even know if the characters or settings would be anything? I just found it to be very coincidental and thought I would mention it in case it means something to someone.

Please keep Kyron's picture and information on your websites and blogs to keep him in the public eye!!

Kyron Horman - Notes on Psychic Visions June 30 2010

2010-06-30T15:36:00.002-04:00

I have been very busy and not had the time I would like to be able to dedicate to Kyron’s case. I have a few pages of notes and visions to add. I continue to pray Kyron comes home safely each and every day.

I have only had a couple of visions which may pertain to Kyron:

I seemed to be standing at the end of maybe a foundation or porch – and right next to that as if you were about to step off – someone had dug a large square out of the dirt. It reminded me of someone digging out to place an in ground pool, but this was a square shape. I’m guessing it was maybe 10 feet by 10 feet; ok duh a square is the same distance on all sides. It appeared only to be 2 – 3 feet deep though.

Someone threw a DVD Movie case down on a table or surface. The case had been opened because the plastic tape seal was dangling off the top. When the case was thrown down it landed in a wet spot. I tried to pull it back hoping to see what movie it was, but I was unable to do so.

The last one I remember is just a handful pile of silver change.

As far as My World notes:

Z71 is still very prominent
Pumped water or pumps still showing up
Alcoholics & Drugs
Affairs
Left & Right dominance (writing and eyes)
Someone gave me a murder mystery book – said it had an unusual ending – let me go and get it – I didn’t write the name of the book in my notes – ok it is called R is for Ricochet. I haven’t read it yet.
Trees and branches down

While I was driving a Tri County Dump truck caught my eye – of course then he came barreling down on me – how could I miss it!

Search & Rescue Red – On a church van
Teenager at Wal-Mart wearing a red t-shirt with rescue symbol
Man wearing Red Fire Rescue hat and jacket

I was really hoping when I got home yesterday I would learn Kyron had been rescued, since I had been seeing all the Search and Rescue notations. Unfortunately that does not seem to be the case. Kyron I will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

Please place Kyron’s picture and information on your websites and blogs to keep him in the public eye!

Psychic Meditation on Kyron Horman Missing

2010-06-25T09:49:00.005-04:00

I finally had some quiet time and decided to try and meditate on Kyron Horman, Missing from Skyline Elementary School in Portland Oregon. I actually tried this three times and will post the notes separately from each.

The first time I tried to meditate, I was not sure I got to that special place, If you know what I mean. The reason being is the first thing I received was about a freezer and I have been getting so much about freezers and ice boxes it has been driving me crazy. But here are the few things I received - just in case it makes sense later on.

Why didn't they unlock the freezers? (audio)
(I Asked Kyron to stand up and look around) He said he can't stand up
(I asked him to look to the right) Adam's Apple and bone fish
(I asked him to look to the left - no response - I think I started doubting myself and pulled away)

The second time I tried I sat in my recliner hoping I would not fall asleep! I seem to have a habit of that lately. I placed the notebook on the arm of the chair so maybe I could make notes as I went. Good idea only problem - trying to read the notes afterwards! LOL not an easy thing. But here are the notes I was able to read - some only partially.

Stop sign (visual)
take a right follow up the hill (audio)
Plastic chair - molded (visual like in school)
We are in this together (audio)
Hotel 6 (audio)
Anchorage Alaska (audio)
small wild animal reddish color hair (visual wolf or fox??)
Old larger car Burgundy? pulling up in the grass (visual)
Female with yellow shirt (visual when thinking back had long hair)
girls face oriental? (visual not sure of heritage?)
He ______ at me (cant for sure make out what I tried to write in the blank maybe looked)
Older man - beard and mustache - gray in beard (visual)
It is not my dog (verbal)
I have another note at the bottom I still can not for the life of me figure out!

Third time was when I was going to sleep. I jerked myself out enough and was hearing

Pond dirty (audio)
wet dirt (visual - there was not water that I could see but I could see the dirt was wet - may have been a little bit of grass or something around the dirt too)
Old blue car surrounded by old junk (visual- I was seeing this from above)
A blue cooler - lid open - white lid (visual)
(can't completely pull this back but an audio like) I have one just the same?

Well I know that most of this may not make any sense, but the only way that I learn is to continue to try and most importantly write exactly what I get and not to add my conscious impressions. This is more difficult than many people understand.

Please feel free to comment on any of the information, I am not from the area and have no way of knowing what could possibly mean something. Thank you for reading.

Place Kyron's information on your blogs and websites to keep him in the public eye!

Kyron Horman Missing - Psychic Notes

2010-06-20T10:34:00.004-04:00

Happy Father’s Day to all the Fathers out there!

I am still trying to catch up on all my notes from the last few days! I will try to do a condensed blog today, trying not to ramble. It should not be too difficult because I can not remember any visions or dreams for the last two days – June 18th and 19th.

I believe all of my notes are “My World” notes.

Flat tires and the need for air compressor from a number of people the past two days

Many dimes – so does that stand for 10 or dime?

Noted last two days – NO SQUIRRELS? Weird there had been so many

ATF was mentioned a few times? As in the department of Alcohol, Tobacco & Firearms

Z71’s still showing up everywhere

Outdoor equipment – like tractors and I don’t know what they are all called! LOL

Left Arrow signs

County related:
Fire Department – Volunteer – Fire Hydrants, Missing Person call,
Yellow Fire Truck signs
Water Department – well, pipes, fire hydrants, people who work there,
County Worker – on tractor
“Tri County” on side of white work truck?

Well, that seems to be the condensed version of my notes. I will go back and see if there are a couple of stories to go along with a few.

As for the Z71’s: I was heading down a country road when all of a sudden a Gold Z71 coming the other way turned right in front of me – I was afraid he was not going to get out to the way – I had to slow way down. I also had a Gold SUV do the same thing to me but on a busier road on my way back home! Ugh I think gold vehicles were trying to get me that day. Also I thought this was weird but maybe not – there was a black SUV that had the Z71 on the back of it like all the trucks I had been seeing, so I noted it.

My husband has been joking with me the last few days that my boyfriend is here. He is a neighbor, who for the past year has maybe come by 3 or 4 times – he has come by more than that in the past week! He drives a Gold Z71 and he is the one that gave me the Red Hot Candy! From what I can gather from his stories this week he is a retired delivery truck driver.

I had another customer come in and tell me he was visiting his uncle and a SO had just moved in next to them and he was at his uncle’s house. He was talking crap about other people being SO’s when this customer went to his car and pulled out the paper and said “well, this is you!” My friend left because he was afraid he would get into a physical altercation with the man. There was only one reference to SO the last couple of days that I can remember, but am noting it. I already know Kyron’s uncle is in jail for this – I thought it was very interesting that SO and Uncle were both in the story he was telling me.

If anything else seems to click with someone please feel free to comment on the possible connection to Kyron’s case. I really would like to better understand how I am connecting.

Please keep Kyron Horman in your thoughts and prayers. Please place Kyron’s pictures and information on your websites and blogs to keep his information in the public eye.

Kyron Horman Missing Portland OR - Psychic Visions

2010-06-19T21:16:00.003-04:00

I have been trying to read my notes and decide what to include in the blog today. It is kind of difficult to pick and choose what might make sense, so I will just have to go with my gut.

On June 16, 2010 about 9pm, I tried meditating on Kyron. I received only one vision at that time. I saw Kyron apparently lying down on his left side. I really only saw from maybe the shoulders up, that is why I chose the word apparently. The main thing about this vision is his right ear, it was discolored red or bruised I’m not sure. Visions are so quick sometimes it is difficult to get such details. This struck me even at the time because on June 15th as I was sitting outside thinking about Kyron my right ear began to get sharp pains.

After the vision, I decided I wanted to try to remote view or um not sure what you technically call it, but go to Skyline Elementary. I have never intentionally tried to place myself in another physical place, but I wanted to try. Since I am unable to visualize on my own; I talked my way to the school and tried to walk into the school mentally. I got myself in to the school and a meditative state and the first thing that came to me was to find out where the cafeteria was. I told myself oh the freezers have been getting to you! Ugh but I had not thought consciously to go their first. I had actually wanted to go to his classroom and stand where his project would have been. Unfortunately, it didn’t work. I will have to try that again and maybe practice somewhere else before trying it with a case.

After I gave up on “visiting” the school I received one more vision but all I saw was the stomach and lower chest of a male. I say male because of the hair on the body. That was all I saw – I have no idea who that could have been –

Oh, later in the day I half way remembered a verbal I was given last night. All I can remember is it was “Tri (something)” It reminded me of like a Tri State area but it was not State. Not sure what it has to do with anything but wanted to note it.

The Z71’s were everywhere again on the 17th, a black one went zooming by at 70-80 miles an hour – I’m in a 35 mile an hour zone! A few minutes later a green one went by doing the speed limit. Just as it went by I looked to my left and the Red Head Woodpecker was on the ground only about 10 feet from me! He’s getting a little braver.

At about 10:30 am I thought I saw the woodpecker come fly to the back of the tree in front of me – so I said “ok if that is you I can’t see you.” OMG he poked his head around the side of the tree! LOL I was talking to a woodpecker! I asked him for more info and he flew to the power pole by the road and then to the neighbors house across the street.

I am losing track of days, good thing I started keeping this journal, so even if my dates are incorrect, it is in written order in my journal! It seems on the 17th there were at least 3 references to alcoholics? Not sure if of importance or not to the case.

Ok, so to condense information for myself and others:

Visions: Kyron right ear problem
Man’s lower chest and stomach

Audio: “Tri-?????”

My World: Z71’s
Red head Woodpecker – power pole and across street
Alcoholic

Sorry not much to go on to find Kyron. I wish I could just request his whereabouts and bring him home! Unfortunately, it does not work that way. I have more notes to go thru from the 18th and 19th but I need to take a little break.

Please remember to put Kyron’s picture and information on your websites and blogs to keep him in the public eye! My thoughts and prayers are with Kyron Horman’s family.

Kyron Horman Missing - Little Frog Visit

2010-06-18T20:44:00.006-04:00

I had no idea what to name this blog!

Kyron Horman went missing from his elementary school, Skyline, in Portland Oregon on June 4, 2010. He had just completed his science fair project on The Red Eyed Tree Frog. I had mentioned in my previous blog about a picture I took while I was thinking of Kyron.

Copied from my blog on June 15, 2010

As I was sitting outside thinking of Kyron and wondering if the science fair had any meaning to him missing, I looked down and on the ground right by me there was this little tiny frog! I had never seen such a tiny frog before and he was right there! I ran and grabbed my cell phone and took a picture. I will have to get someone to show me how to transfer the picture to my computer so I can post it on here.

The friend whom I texted the picture was kind enough to email it to me, so I could have it on my computer - she is a doll! Thank you. Now I can share the little frog that came to visit with everyone!

I had to work 13 hours yesterday and I have been very busy today - but I do have more notes to go thru. Hopefully later tonite or in the morning I will be able to have a few more things to add.

Oh, and thank you everyone that has commented on the previous blogs and providing insight into the possible interpretation of the information I have received. You are all very kind to help me with that. Thank you.

Please remember to place Kyron Horman's photos and information on your websites and blogs to keep him in the public eye! My thoughts and prayers are with his entire family.

Kyron Horman Missing - Psychic Update

2010-06-16T19:00:00.003-04:00

I have not had too much time to try and meditate about Kyron Horman today. I have thought of him often during the day and have also been keeping myself aware of “My World” signs.

The things which were occurring today were kind of like those in the previous blog. The darn refrigerators and freezers seem to be continuing. The refrigerator just never seemed to want to close on the first try or I would come back and it would be slightly open. I also remembered today that my daughter was joking around with me the other day and wouldn’t let me out of the walk-in cooler.

The redheaded woodpecker came to visit two times today. The first time he was pecking on the cedar tree and then flew down to the ground and was squawking at the dirt that had just been covered up after the new drain field was done this weekend. Then at around 6 this evening he flew to the tree right in front of me – and me being me I asked where is Kyron? He immediately flew toward me and then landed by a piece of roof metal on the ground that was next to the dirt from the drain field and right by the Ice freezer. So which one is it? Ugh….

I had to run into town and on my way I noticed a Food Delivery truck turn down the road the elementary school is on? Hmmm a freezer truck and elementary school together. I thought it strange since school is not in session. Then as I am pumping gas I notice a Z71 truck and noted well the Z isn’t red but the whole truck was! Then I turn in the other direction and there is another Z71, and another and another --- I said to myself if I see another one that will just be crazy – well you guessed it try at least two more and all within a minute to a minute and a half. You may say well there are a lot of those – yeah but I live in a little Podunk town! I was lucky if I passed 30 vehicles my whole trip to town!!!

So in My World today while thinking of Kyron the keywords are

Red head woodpecker
Z71 Truck
Freezer/Refrigerator

The FBI and Law Enforcement don’t seem to be releasing much information in the case, which hopefully is a good sign. Maybe they have someone they are interested in and are keeping it to themselves for now. I hope they are close to finding Kyron. My thoughts and prayers continue for Kyron and his family.

Please keep his information on your blogs and websites so he is in the public eye!

Kyron Horman Missing Portland Oregon June 4th 2010

2010-06-15T22:11:00.004-04:00

Thinking back to the day of June 4th 2010 and reading my notes and emails sent to a couple of ladies I work with on missing person cases, I seemed to have possibly been receiving information prior to the actual disappearance time. I also have a number of things which I received after the disappearance but before I knew of Kyron's case. This has happened in the past - as with the Sandra Cantu case, not sure if I ever blogged on that one - I don’t think I did because I didn't really work on it, just received a vision; and notified the others.

Well, June 4th was a very disturbing day for me. I knew something bad was going to or was happening at the time, but had no idea of who, what, where or why. I sensed numerous Law Enforcement officers gathered in one place. I was becoming so ill because of the bad feeling; I actually was unable to work. I was trying to pay attention to things around me as to receive a clue as to what was going on or about to happen. I had also had some very disturbing dreams the night before. I sent the information to the other ladies incase they had a feeling of what or whom might be involved thinking maybe I was unaware of something in the news, since I don’t keep up to well.

Sometimes it is just bits and pieces of information I receive, and as many of you are aware, I receive the information in many ways. I guess for the day of June 4th I will write some of the keywords or concepts that I jotted down.

Law Enforcement - a number of times both sensed
and per My World - traffic stop 5 officers - 1 K9 - no tag on truck - 2 adults one child
- flat tire middle of night- cell only call 911 - LE helped
Squirrel - a number of times per My World
Retired - four instances in My World - Retired Man (unknown from what)
- Retired Lady (wearing Yellowstone T-shirt)
- Retired Teacher (gave notice but not official)
- Retired now school bus driver (RV burned)

June 5th and 6th

Frogs
Tree Frogs

Not sure which night but I had a vision of Pumpkin Pie – I have no idea why or if this even relates to the case but I am putting on here just incase it means something to someone.

I stumbled across a mention of Kyron, I believe on a facebook for Susan Powell's case, right after I remembered a vision/dream. I believe it was just a photo and then you could go to a link or something, but I didn't want to do that because I didn't have the time to do a reading and I so hoped he would be found and therefore, I wouldn't need to do a reading.

Unfortunately, Kyron has not been found. My thoughts and prayers are with all his family and friends. I decided to do a reading on Kyron - well actually meditate - I did blog on the few things I received. Since he has still not been found I decided to do more by the way of My World as I call it with Kyron's case. I did this yesterday and today.

The main keywords so far that stand out are:

Red (lettering on freezer semi, on truck Z71, Red Candy, Red Helmet, Red Bandana)

Red Head or Red on Head (Redhead woodpecker, Red Helmet, Red Bandana on head)

Freezer accidentally left open (not sure if to make me notice freezer? Freezer truck going down road forgot to close door, deep freezer left open, freezer above frig left open)

Those were the most prominent things but there was also a neat experience I would like to share. As I was sitting outside thinking of Kyron and wondering if the science fair had any meaning to him missing, I looked down and on the ground right by me there was this little tiny frog! I had never seen such a tiny frog before and he was right there! I ran and grabbed my cell phone and took a picture. I will have to get someone to show me how to transfer the picture to my computer so I can post it on here.

Also, as I went on line to see if anything might make sense – I googled Kyron and squirrel just out of curiosity – and came to a group of photos on a site and one of them showed a picture of a squirrel Kyron had drawn.

I know this is not much to help in finding Kyron, but just incase any of this has meaning which could just make someone think oh yeah this or that. Please keep Kyron and his family in your thoughts and prayers. Remember to post his photo and information on your blogs and websites to keep him in the public eye!

Kyron Horman Missing Portland, Oregon June 4 2010

2010-06-12T11:58:00.008-04:00

Kyron Horman, a second grader, from Portland Oregon went missing on June 4, 2010 from his elementary school. The media is reporting he was last seen at approximately 9am at school. This is definitely a sad and confusing case. How can a child go missing while in school with so many adults and youngster all around?

On June 9, 2010 I tried to meditate on Kyron Horman- I only felt a few things in reference to the meditation. A couple of the things seemed a bit odd, but sometimes the oddest things seem to mean the most to those close to the missing person.

I first saw Kyron walking, he was not walking alone though. I sensed a female walking with Kyron, possibly holding his hand. Kyron appeared to keep turning around as in to get approval or he was a bit concerned as to why this person was walking him somewhere. I sensed the female was wearing a dress and high heels - the strange part is I also sensed for some reason the 60's or 70's era? I do not know why?

The second thing I remember getting is "Tommy's Mom." I thought for a few minutes to try and remember if I knew a Tommy. The only Tommy I knew was when I was a very young child - Tommy lived across the street from me. His mother was from what I can remember, of average build with blonde hair. I am not sure if "Tommy's Mom" was a reference for me or how to interpret it, so I am just adding my information incase it means something to someone.

I also sensed a blue van with windows on the back doors.

Not much, I know, but maybe it will have meaning to someone? The 60's or 70's era seemed rather odd - not sure why or how it would apply?

As I was writing this blog - it hit me that on June 4 2010 I had a very dreaded feeling that something was going on somewhere. I will go back and read my notes and see if anything strikes me regarding that day. Sometimes I have received feelings or visions prior, time is strange - past, present, and future kind of all muddle together.

Please keep Kyron and his family in your thoughts and prayers. Place his picture and information on you websites and blogs to keep him in the public eye!

Julie Anne Gonzalez Missing Austin Texas

2010-05-18T18:03:00.002-04:00

I was recently requested to do a reading on Julie Anne Gonzalez; missing from Austin, Texas. Actually, I don’t even know what date she went missing. I may have been given that information to begin with, but I do not remember. I know that was a kind of strange comment for a psychic reading; but I am doing this case a little differently than most of the cases I work. I do not like to have much information to begin with on any case and this one I have chosen to not read ANY information at all (at least for the time being). I am sending what I do receive to the other ladies I work with and letting them see if or what might match up. This is a learning process in understanding and interpreting the information, and what forms of receiving work best for me. I did not want to be influenced by any information in the media.

The first piece of information I remember getting was a verbal while I was out raking and thinking about Julie Anne Gonzalez. The word sounded like “Turtle Back.”

I asked Julie Anne if she could give me something which might mean something to someone close to her, friend or family. The first thing that popped into my mind was
Penelope.

One night before I drifted off to sleep, I asked for information regarding Julie Anne and I remember asking her to help us to understand what we are given and if she would be willing to help me learn. She let me know she would be happy to help others who experience domestic violence.

Another day I did a picture reading and these are the notes from the reading:

I’m drawn to her neck area but could just be the shadow

He thought I was having an affair

Grabbed me by the arm – one of them is wearing a white shirt or the sleeve is white
Grabbed as in leading – like by the elbow.

They are arguing as they are walking

He drives
Its strangulation

She is very sad keeps saying my children my children

I had a doctor’s appt

It’s getting dark

Getting dump again
Top looking down kind of a steep angle down

The other information I received was while sitting outside thinking about Julie Anne Gonzalez. It is a white car – small – reminds me of an old Nissan 200sx – 1980’s but then I see the trunk and it is a somewhat blue/greenish color. So, I am not sure if the image of the white car is just for the look of the car or what – a bit confusing.

I also remember getting 342 or 382 and Somerset (this is an audio so the spelling could be different). Oh this is the same time I think that I was shown someone – a male probably 5’ 6” to 5’ 8” regular build, darker skin like Mexican or very tan.

I am very tempted to go look at information about the case, because I am such a curious person! Ugh this is difficult! But so far I am holding off in hopes of better understanding what I receive and not being influenced by any information being released in the case. I make no promises how long I will hold out! I am not even going back thru my own notes so I may have left out some items I have received and what I have included here are probably not in the order I received them, but I don’t think that should really matter.

If any family or friends of Julie Anne’s knows why Penelope would be of meaning – I would love to hear from you. Of course if any of this makes sense feel free to contact me.

Remember to put information and pictures of missing persons on your websites and blogs to keep them in the public eye.

Psychic Dream and Meditation about Haleigh Cummings sent to Putnam County Sheriff Office

2010-04-22T14:33:00.007-04:00

Well this is definitely a long email I sent to the tip line for Haleigh Cummings missing from Satsuma Florida! I read back thru the email, it is somewhat difficult to follow. I am not sure I could make it easier if I tried again. The first dream/vision was long and then to try and explain it made it even longer! What I get from this first dream is Haleigh was injured/murdered or taken by someone close to Misty or Misty herself.

The mediation I did a few days following this dream - gives more information and would mean she did reach someone via phone to come and help. I would like to know who she really called that night Haleigh went missing. In the dream/vision it was me asking my daughter to call my parents - but my parents were not home. Where were Misty's parents or even for that matter where where Ronald's parents?

5/17/09

Dear sir,
I have emailed the department before regarding psychic visions but something told me to go back to the beginning and look at what I got. So I did - I realized I had pulled info from the Feb 14 2009 and Feb 18 2009 information but had never sent the entire notes. I have not posted some of the information online - due to how horrible part of it was. I am sending the notes with the only change to exclude my personal family names in the document. These are now marked by "*'s". I have not given any thoughts of the meanings of what happened in the vision other then what I did when originally typed, because my interpretation may be incorrect. So it is how it was written the next day.

You must have never been able to link any of the other information I extracted from any visions - so I doubt this is going to be much more helpful - but if you feel this may have been an inside job - there is definitely some concern involving the "choking" part.
I hope and pray that Haleigh will be found and her family can begin to heal from this horrible situation. If something makes sense please dont hesitate to contact me - I would have to go back thru my other notes reference other visions etc on this case - the bus stop was very prominent in a number of as I say coincidences.

Nightmare – vision February 14, 2009

Only changes – taking out personal names with *****

(Trying to remember the nightmare/vision I had last night. *****(young child) was in bed with me – *****(husband )out of town. She was throwing up from about 10pm till 2 or 3 am.)
(I know I was not in a sound sleep cause every little while ***** was getting up to go to the bathroom.)

(What I can remember – there was so much and even as was happening was not getting all that was said or done.)

(I remember asking to help Haliegh Cummings – but not sure if goes with her or not???)

#Note - added for blog - this is hard to read but it is all a type of dream/vision - I'm not physically in this realmm laying on the floor - just wanted to make sure you understand.

Ok so it started out – seemed normal – It was as if part in reality and part out? *****(young child) was sick as she actually was. But then all of a sudden I started to feel sick. I got out of the bed and walked to the end of my bed – I knew I was gonna pass out – I told ***** to go and get ****** if mommy passed out. A second later I did and was lying on the floor next to my bed. I was aware enough to just get out – "Get ******." I am trying to remember – but I felt physical things – kinda tingly head there was something else I cant remember. She got ****** and ***** and they sat by me on the floor. I knew that this was not from Me – that it was someone giving me information – Then I remember telling them to look at my wrists – especially I think the right one – I could feel this terrible squeezing and even when we looked at it – you could see the indentations in my wrist from something that was not visible to us.

As I lay there – there was a different piece of furniture in my room along the wall then there is now. (I have changed that within the last six months or so.) It was a shorter piece of furniture. But from the ceiling and dripping down the wall was water – enough as if it was gushing! I cant remember what we did to stop it. But then we are all three sitting there – I don’t see the furniture piece anymore but directly onto the wall. There was so much information on the wall that I couldn’t comprehend what it was. I remember YELLOW. It was all done in a bright yellow. Now it is just yellow blobs I don’t know what it was. But as I was looking at that then they showed me a page from a children’s book. Gosh I read a couple words but can’t remember them. But I remember knowing the picture was of green with an alligator.

(while typing this is doesn’t sound bad but I knew that this was a more intense read then ever before – and kinda a physical take over of me)

I told ****** this is very bad – I was trying to describe to them everything I was seeing – which of course they could not see. At some point I thought maybe it was easing up and ****** and ***** went back upstairs. Then I began to get awful – what I would call vision flashes – it was showing me horrible things. Choking a child – it would come in flashes – terribly overwhelming evil – the person was doing something evil and seemed to have no remorse – seemed to enjoy being evil. Like they were taken over by a demon. Like they were crazy and felt they were being lead to perform this horrible action – by some demon in their mind and that they would be praised by this demon for accomplishing this horrible action against this young child – I believe a girl. It was in quick flashes so I could not get a good look at the victim.

I began to freak out because ***** was in the bed with me. See it is hard to explain – but was like inbetween two worlds. Aware enough to know ***** was there and yet in a terrible vision at the same time. I began to start performing a cleansing that I do – as I am still in the vision. I knew this evil was trying to invade me. I needed ***** to be safe so I got ****** again and told her it is very bad – You need to call Grandma and Papa now. I need more help – I don’t want this to hurt any of you girls. ****** got on the phone and tried to call my parents. (in reality they live 15 minutes away) But for some reason she was having to call them – somewhere else. She couldn’t get them but Mike (I dont have any relative with this name but this is a family friend who is a police officer) answered the phone. He told ****** that they were not there they were with the Religious People. I am thinking what that makes no sense. My parents don’t go to church – they have their beliefs – like mine. But I accepted they were not available to help, but was wondering why they were with Religious People??

I was scared for my children that this evil would take over – I continued to ask God to keep us all safe and only allow good to come to me and all Evil must leave now.

(now at different points in this vision – I am totally up and aware of my surroundings – I am actually helping ***** in the bathroom and going back and forth to the kitchen to get stuff for her! I was never in a deep sleep!)

At one point all I can remember is something about a Manly Man Neighborhood. It seemed to make sense with everything else I was getting and I understood at the time but cant remember it all. I was getting so much info that made sense – but was given in weird phasing??

Then I get a quick flash of a Man running – he had on Khaki shorts down to above his knee. Have no idea what he looked like.

Then a quick flash of a young man with bushy blonde hair – not sure of what I was shown him for or if he was the same man in the khaki shorts? I remember wishing I was an artist so I could get up and draw him. That’s how good of a look I got at him. Bushy long hair – not long hair like a girl but bushy long.

(I cant remember anything else right now but it was a very horrible night!)

(Just remembered something)

There is a dumpster and there is a gate right behind it.
Ok so I’m looking straight the dumpster is on the left in front of me – totally straight is a gate. The gate is big enough to drive thru – not sure why they placed the dumpster right there seems an odd placement. The dumpster is full – I tried to look in it but couldn’t tell what was in it. The gate is like made of tubular metal cant remember the color. I believe as I am looking at it – it will open from the left and go back to the right.

(I went on Google earth to see if could find the dumpster and gate. Not cant get to that area with pictures. But as I was there it moved by itself to and area behind Seven Sister Street off the very end left side and back to closer to Madison on the map.)

Tried to meditate again 02/18/2009

Not sure anything I got though – wish I didn’t know anything about case
Mother not involved
Mother and father fighting
They were fighting in front of Haleigh – (so was it Misty and father - question to myself)
Daddy went to work
Misty didn’t want to play
The big man came – gonna take me to Mommy
He carries her she wraps legs around him
Thought he was going back for Jr
NICK
Put me in the car
Towel from the kitchen
Female there too???????
She lets them in holding the door open ( looks like Misty)
Misty leaves with 2 guys
Has reputation for hanging around the neighborhood
Come thru the back
He used block in side door cause he knew he would carry Haleigh out
Tshirt
Jeans – black belt??
Polo – Haleigh tan shorts
Tape
Stick shift car
Tape wrists
Rope feet criss cross
Extra stuff in dumpster didn’t want it in car

Ok so that is what was sent in to the Putnam County Sheriff's Department about the Dreams/Visions/Meditations. I know I have more in many emails between myself and the two other ladies working with me, but I will have to go thru them. That will be a major job!

So the choking and possible murder of Haleigh was why I did not want to post this information before. I did not want Crystal or the rest of the family to be horrified by my dream. Unfortunately, it may actually ring some truth as to what may have happened to poor little Haliegh.

I know this is alot to read and absorb at one time but I felt it would be easier to put out the information in the email tips to Law Enforcement first and then go from there with other notes. Not really sure what else I have gotten at the moment - will difinitely take some time before I can post more information.

Maybe I will go thru these and do a match up to what may have been said in the media; but this blog in itself is already way too long -

Please place photos and information about missing persons on your blogs and websites to keep them in the public eye!

Psychic Tip to Putnam County Sheriff - Haleigh Cummings

2010-04-22T11:24:00.003-04:00

The next email I sent into the Putnam County Sheriff’s office did not really have much information at all regarding the dreams and visions. I have cut down this email to only include what I was given, except I did note the little shovels do look like an antique eraser knife. The rest was just my conscious interpretations of a combination of things which I am sure was probably just coincidental.

So, if this is a short little email then the last one I sent my be the one I sent about the nightmare! Ugh that may take some time to go thru! Hopefully not. But gosh I know I have a heck of a lot more from the case so that will involve a lot more work to get it into a form for the blog. Ok, be patient with me!

March 27, 2009

Putnam County Sheriff’s Office

I had a vision dream that included being given two little objects that appeared to be little shovels or trowels – but they were given as an item to barter with – meaning had value.

Little Trowels from Dream:
Some of it was bartering ---
Someone gave us a couple of what looked like little shovels – there was a name for them but cant remember – or a manufacturer – they were small thou like the size of a pocket knife, but looked like little trowels

note: "eraser knives" look like the little trowels

Another day I received:
The river’s edge

Now, really I don’t know of anyone mentioning these little trowel thingys but the river’s edge has now come in to play in the media. But the river goes all thru that place by looking at the google maps, so not much on it’s own, I know.

Remember to post photos and information about missing persons on your blogs and websites to keep them in the public eye!

Haleigh Cummings Psychic Tip to Putnam County Sheriff Office

2010-04-22T09:38:00.004-04:00

This next email just pertains to one vision I had when working on Haleigh Cummings disappearance. I had previously included the information in the March 4 2009 email, but felt it might be of more importance since hearing a news report on the van being released back to the family.

The only dumpster I heard about being searched was the one on the news one day. It’s placement was not as I had seen in my vision. If anyone from the area happens to remember seeing what I have described please comment on my blog - and send a photo or google map link if it is on there.

Thank you everyone for taking the time to read my visions - I hope one day to learn how to better help the families of missing persons with the information I receive. Interpretation seems to be the key, so it is a constant learning process.

March 19, 2009
Putnam County Sheriff’s Office
Re: Haleigh Cummings disappearance

Dear Detectives:

I sent an email on March 4, 2009 in reference to the above-mentioned case. I know it included a lot of information and a certain piece could have been over-looked.
Yes, this information was obtained via psychic visions. But you may want to see if you can find the dumpster and gate I saw. The reason being when I had this vision – I felt that if someone tried to drive thru the gate they might scratch or dent the vehicle unless it was a small car.

What I initially sent was:

I’m looking straight the dumpster is on the left in front of me – totally straight is a gate. The gate is big enough to drive thru – not sure why they placed the dumpster right there seems an odd placement. The dumpster is full – I tried to look in it but couldn’t tell.
The dumpster did have things in it when I saw it, but I was unable to see what was in the dumpster. The most important thing in the vision was the odd placement of the dumpster and having difficulty going thru the gate without scratching the car.

Here is the total description I wrote in my notes:

Ok so I’m looking straight the dumpster is on the left in front of me – totally straight is a gate. The gate is big enough to drive thru – not sure why they placed the dumpster right there seems an odd placement. The dumpster is full – I tried to look in it but couldn’t tell what was in it. The gate is like made of tubular metal cant remember the color. I believe as I am looking at it – it will open from the left and go back to the right.

I am sending this again by itself because I just watched a news video regarding a van that was impounded and released. The family states they do not know how this scratch got on the van – and it goes all the way down the van. They also mentioned getting the scratch fixed! This bothers me because you may need it to match up to the dumpster or gate.

I wish I could call all the dumpster companies in the area and see if they remember placing a dumpster near a gate as described – but I seriously doubt they would tell me such a thing! LOL
Please consider finding the gate and dumpster. I know everyone does not believe in psychic visions – but at this point; what can it hurt to give it a shot?

Please remember to post photos and information about missing persons on your blogs and websites to keep them in the public eye!

Haleigh Cummings Missing Satsuma FL Psychic Notes sent to Law Enforcement

2010-04-21T22:21:00.001-04:00

This is the first email that was sent to the Putnam County Sheriff’s department on March 4, 2009. I took out contact information, but if anyone wants to contact me regarding this you are more than welcome to comment the blog.

At the end I do give some ideas about things I found relating to the information, but please remember that is just interpretation of what I received. I am not from the area and was only google searching and mapping to see if I could find anything at all that might match up! I know curiosity killed the cat but it is frustrating not being able to be in the area and see if anything feels right.

HALEIGH CUMMINGS CASE:

I heard on television last night that Law Enforcement and some members of the family are acceptable to “psychic” information being provided in the search for Haleigh. I belong to a forum and work with a number of wonderful people who try to decipher the visions and dreams we receive. We have been posting some of what we have gotten on the forum. This is not the first case we have worked together on – and yes we have gotten correct information on previous case.

I am sending some of the words or descriptions I have personally received on the case. Some have come thru visions and some dreams – so I had to pull out what might be of importance in leading someone to Haleigh. If something stands out please feel free to email me for more information.

Important words or descriptions received in visions or dreams:

Cavalier

dripping down the wall was water – enough as if it was gushing! (Waterfall? Idea)

Bright yellow

Picture of green with an Alligator

Parents with Religious People

Manly Man Neighborhood

Bushy Blonde hair guy

I’m looking straight the dumpster is on the left in front of me – totally straight is a gate. The gate is big enough to drive thru – not sure why they placed the dumpster right there seems an odd placement. The dumpster is full – I tried to look in it but couldn’t tell

NICK

there is an envelope it has a picture in it
something that is relevant to the case
It shows the connection

Pine

By the creek

three things concrete color

a Bike, don’t usually ride a bike

couldn’t get the brakes to work

police let me continue on

BMX with orange possibly painted maybe on concrete?

a park bench

the house with the BMX

bent metal shape of the metal used for drawers

Sisters boyfriend knew I was there!

Bartering

little shovels

tape

rope

Yellow sign black letters

White with black font

RV – dark blue “flashing” around window

Ideas from words and searching google:

Cavalier – car? Name?

Waterfall – River Club across Buffalo Bluff

Pine - River Club across Buffalo Bluff – part of road name & lake

NICK – River Club across Buffalo Bluff – Nick’s Lake or a name

Yellow sign – RR sign – Adult Community sign River Club

By creek – so many in area? Murphy creek at River Club

Park Bench – River Club across Buffalo Bluff by lake

Concrete slabs – River Club along Pine Lake

Police let me continue on – police have spoken to already?

Bike – car broke down riding bike for now?

Brakes didn’t work – maybe that’s why riding bike

BMX – does motocross?

BMX house – sign with orange

Dumpster – not where I saw it but one they searched was in what I thought to
Be an odd place.

Parents with Religious people –

Manly Man Neighborhood – man from neighborhood – someone in Mannville?

RV – RV storage – RV park

Bike –

Tape and Rope – possibly in dumpster

Thank you for reading the blog and if anything happens to jog something or if you know the area – would love to know if anything makes sense. Yes I do know that recently now they have spoken about “yellow rope”, they searched a dumpster early on, by river (I had by creek at this time but I got something after this email will be in another post), Manly Man Neighborhood – I believe Tommy is from the neighborhood, if I am remembering correctly.

Please remember to post photos and information about missing persons on your blogs and websites to keep them in the public eye!

Haleigh Cummings Missing Satsuma FL Psychic Blog April 2010

2010-04-21T21:25:00.001-04:00

Well, I have been trying to go back and read what I received on Haleigh’s case, boy it sure was a lot! It is mind boggling! I am not sure where to even begin. I know I posted about all the YELLOW which was coming up but there was so much more. I did see where I believe I sent four emails to the tip line regarding the case. I remember writing one blog where I stated I just could not write about one of the dreams I received because it was just so horrible and I didn’t want her family coming across this information; since I received it in a dream and I could not say this is 100% what did happen, I’m only human! But now some of the reports coming out in the media do go along with parts of that nightmare.

I did send my notes from the nightmare to the tip line or sheriff’s department, just incase it would make sense to them. No, I never heard from the department regarding anything I sent them. I can understand not hearing from them, many people do not believe in psychic information. It is unfortunate but how are they to know which person really has accurate information? Plus as a person who receives this information, I don’t know for sure if I am receiving what actually happened or maybe even the lies someone is going to tell about what happened? Not sure if you can understand what I am trying to say. But I could at times pick up on someone involved in the crime or even something from an officer trying to figure out the crime. I have no way of knowing.

I am probably going to have to break these case notes into a couple of blogs to make it easier on myself and my readers! I guess the best place to start will be the emails I sent to Law Enforcement involving the case. These would include things that really bothered me or I really felt a major connection to. I will however have to leave out information that may have involved people that I happened to come across while figuring out some of the symbolism – because some of them are innocent people who just happen to pop up. Therefore I will not post the entire emails to Law Enforcement. Florida Law will allow them to release the tips in the case – not sure if any document drops have ever been made in this case.

Well I guess I am off to pull the first email and see if I need to delete any information that would involve innocent people or people who have not been mentioned in the media already. Hopefully I will be able to get the first blog up either tonight or tomorrow.

Remember to keep photos and information on missing persons on your blogs and websites to keep them in the public eye!

Psychic Dreams/Visions Haleigh Cummings Missing & Drug Investigation

2010-04-19T21:52:00.003-04:00

I am trying to write this blog, but I can not even figure out what would be a suitable title! Wow, it has been too long, I guess. Recently I have been reviewing information received involving Haliegh Cummings missing from Satsuma, Florida. I have a tendency to forget information I receive. In reviewing my notes and emails regarding Haleigh, I came across a number of things which now may make perfect sense! This first blog though is not technically related to her case; but does involve people who have been mentioned by the media and persons related to her. I guess the best way to write this is just try and then you will understand how it relates. I am doing this as I review my notes - so be patient with me please!

Little Haleigh Cummings went missing on February 10, 2009 from her home in Satsuma, Florida. I had already received some information via dreams and readings before receiving the information I now feel I can write about.

First off, I did send the information to the Putnam County Sheriff regarding the information we received. I guess I can post that on here now. This was sent I believe March 18 2009 – via the Sheriff Department website.

Dear Sheriff,

This is NOT a tip pertaining to the Haleigh Cummings case. However, this may be somehow related to someone working this case or simultaneously working a related case.

Yes, it is via a psychic dream/vision. We just felt it was important in case such a simultaneous investigation is going on or being contemplated.

We have both received information that would imply there is an undercover investigation happening or about to happen. We feel it may be somehow related to the Cummings case. Time is not always given as per past, present, or future. This is very concerning to us being that one of us has received information that the officer undercover may be “outed.” Someone overheard this person was actually a police officer and was going to warn a second party; whom doesn’t really realize totally what is going on. The unfortunate thing is the person who is being watched has already figured out who he is!

We have both received information that a ******** vehicle of some sort is involved in some way – whether the personal vehicle of the officer or the one he may be using at some point.

Ok, so now you see why a title was difficult! LOL I could not post this information earlier due to the sensitive nature. I would never want to impede an investigation or be the cause of an officer being “outed” or injured. But now since people associated with Haleigh are now in jail pending trial, I felt it would be of no harm to write my blog. I did * out the type of vehicle just in case it is still being used by the person.

Now let me see what I can pull from my notes that prompted me to send the information. Oh, now I do say “we” because I was working with two other ladies on this case and they received information regarding this also.

The first time I felt there was a possible undercover investigation linked to these people was from a dream I had on February 27, 2009:

Dream 02/27/2009

Strange Dream:

What I can remember

Man – has a dark ******** (vehicle) – he is storing it ***********
Come to find out he is a police officer/fireman/EMT
Has a gun holster in the back of his pants
He drives the ******* to the ********** and stores it there
Doesn’t want people to know he is LE
I over hear him that he is or somehow know

There is a box – white maybe about 6” x 12” x 6”???

Someone else storing this box – actually has more of them too but just showing the one box? Thinking it may be drugs.

Man who has the one box doesn’t realize there are drugs in it and places it near where ******** is stored.

The second man who actually knows there are drugs in it is freaking out
Trying to figure out how to get the box back and move the remaining boxes!

At some point someone says he cant store his ******* there it has gas in it. But they let him because there are special circumstances – him being who he really is.

Dream March 17, 2009

(NOTE: This dream is really long – I think I will take some of it out that may not be of interest to the people reading – gosh I wasn’t sure what to take out – you never know what someone else would feel was interesting or important. I also only fixed one glaring typo from my notes – I left the rest because that is how I typed it as I was remembering it)

Man driving (I don’t know him or was not given a symbol of him)
Husband in passengers seat
Me in back seat behind the driver – so couldn’t see him

Boyfriend/Husband(note: now seems kinda funny cause I couldn’t figure out if it was husband or boyfriend even in the dream) has brown pipe behind his ear, like you would put a pencil. The pipe is brown in color with some sort or metal band around where you would put the tobacco.

Man driving says oh I want some ??? not sure what said I assumed drugs

They the guys both say they don’t have any then boyfriend/husband looks back to me and ask if I have any Coke –(something tells me they didn’t mean the drink)

I was like I don’t have anything

Then we go into this building
On the ground floor I think kinda felt like cement walls

He my boyfriend or husband - we walk straight for a little, then he turns to the left is a door and he unlocks the door with a key, but instead of us going in that door we go over to the right up a bit and there is a room (this is really odd because as I am reading this and remembering the dream this is backwards but for some reason I don’t want to change what I wrote earlier – maybe I am watching and being the same person. Not sure I am explaining this correctly) It is like he unlocked the door for the other guy because he disappears now – kinda like storage room but has some seats there. He goes in there first then I follow wasn’t sure if he wanted me to go or not? He sits down at the seat next to a table then I sat in the other one – he said so we could talk – I place my large purse on the table to the back so its not in the way of seeing each other.

Then looking out the door I see other people they are coming and going to another unit – let’s see I am sitting against the back wall of the unit we are in looking back to the way we walked in the building. And in one of the units back the way we came and on the opposite side to the left some people have come in there. Then another lady goes in there and says something about be careful because we don’t really know those people I think that they were partying with too well so be careful

Then all of a sudden we are what I assume to be upstairs or something???? Not sure how we got to this other room. But if you walk in it is a very large room, Me and boyfriend are sitting on a Sofa Couch that pulls out to a bed, directly right if you walk in the door, against the wall.

If you were to walk straight into the room there is a bed – and there is a guy sitting in a chair near there. He is young as in late teens early 20’s I’m guessing short dark hair thin or slim build possible mustache – some others come and talk to him. He is kind of quiet and not sure what is going on either. We are all just watching this Large other group of people that are in the room partying and being loud. What stands out with the large group is two young boys like 11 and 9. I think they had on plaid shirts and they start dancing.

Can’t tell what the other side of the large room looks like cause so many in that large group. I’m thinking we have never been in this situation – like we were on a cruise or something and had to share this room with a bunch of people we don’t know. I had my purse next to me and was afraid something would be stolen. And I remember trying to figure out what cash I had and Credit cards and what are we going to do if they steal everything?? I was going to sleep with my purse.

That was it

This next little bolded part is notes to myself when I typed the dream

What has me concerned is the undercover officer being exposed????
I dont know if fits to the case or if maybe there is another case going on simultaneous to the abduction?

Im really confused

Well I guess that is about it for the dreams I received regarding the simultaneous investigation – One of my friends also received about an undercover officer and the same vehicle.

Along with the dreams I also received information via other means, it made me wonder about three different agencies being involved with this case. What I received also matched with another of the ladies. I don’t know how many agencies ended up being involved with the case involving Misty Croslin and Ron Cummings, but being they are in different county jails – we know now there were at least two.

Well, I know this ended up being an extremely long blog and I didn’t even include how we came up with three agencies and there is probably more information in our files; but that would probably just be way too much! LOL

Yes, we have other notes regarding the actual case of Missing Haleigh Cummings . I have tried to read a little bit since things have been showing up in the media; yes some of it makes more sense now. I also did not post about some of the information at the time because I didn’t want Crystal Sheffield to read about it online at that time. Being the horrible things that are now being reported I will try to go back and try to write a blog about what I did receive. Yes, I sent it to Law Enforcement at the time, but I never heard back from anyone.

Thank you for taking the time to read this incredibly long blog – I find it a learning process for interpreting what I receive.

Remember to keep photos and information about missing persons in your blogs and on your websites!

My Easter Story about Psychic Interpretation

2010-04-05T21:28:00.002-04:00

Actually this all begin around July 2009 when I began staying at a house in a small very rural area. As I was sitting in the dining room and glanced out the window, something just grabbed my attention. The area around this large, somewhat ugly tree was pulling my attention. I sat for a quiet moment and it popped into my mind – something is in the dirt surrounding the tree.

This feeling of something buried around the tree has been haunting me so to speak for months. Every so often out of no where it would pop into my mind. I kept telling myself I was crazy, why would there be anything there? It kept bothering me so much so I finally voiced this to my mother. She felt there was something there also, but probably just broken glass or something.

I kept talking myself out of going and digging around the tree; fearing people would think I had totally flipped out!

As I continued to wonder about what may be located in the dirt near this tree, it came to me that it had to do with God and then I received – scroll. Now, being that I am in the middle of nowhere USA, I was like why would a religious scroll be in this yard?

Well, it finally got the better of me and I casually dug a hole in the place that I thought might be where it was. Nope, it was a brick! At first I just gave it up to I really am crazy. A few days later it began again. Ugh! It got me so I asked my husband why a brick would be buried in the backyard. His first response was I don’t know dig it up! LOL I had already done that.

The God and Scroll just kept coming and coming to me; it would not stop. So I decided that if whatever was there pertained to God and a Scroll I would dig on Easter Sunday! I really couldn’t imagine a scroll being buried in the backyard but who was I to not look for something that I was being told about continuously. If there was nothing then I would just have to accept I had lost my mind.

Easter Sunday finally arrived and I headed out to the backyard with shovel in hand. This would be the day I would find out I was either totally off my rocker or have some confirmation about God and the Scroll. Being I am writing this you are assuming I found something. Yes, you have assumed correctly; but it was not a religious scroll! Another lesson on interpretation! I had only dug a couple of shovelfuls when I saw this white piece of tile with black lettering! The piece is approximately one inch by a half inch. The printing on the piece of tile showed part of what appeared to be a crest and some lettering. Oh wow this is what has been bugging me for months!

The letters I could read on the tile were

LEMENTSON
ENGLAN

And in part of the crest – yes the Scroll part – was DIEUET MON DR which if completed would translate to “God and My Right”

It appears this was part of an old porcelain object with the manufacturer of Clementson Brothers in England, who used the Crest as their marking.

So though I was of course disappointed it was not an old religious scroll, it did however have a scroll with the word God (when translated from French to English).

Interpretation, Interpretation! I am glad I chose to wait until Easter Sunday to dig! Even though it is not some old religious scroll with answers to all those questions about life; it does have significance to me as a confirmation of the information I receive! To receive this confirmation on Easter will always be a wonderful memory!

Susan Cox Powell Missing West Valley City Utah

2010-03-29T20:59:00.005-04:00

Susan Cox Powell Missing Utah December 2009

This is my second blog on Susan Powell who has been missing since December 7, 2009 from Utah. The first blog was just the initial photo reading I did with the photo I posted on my blog. Now, I seem to receive other information via what you might call audio and visual messages from my guide, I’m assuming! LOL Plus, I seem to receive other information via my life experiences. It is kind of difficult to explain, so I believe life experiences will have to suffice at this time.

In my first blog, I did add one question from after the initial reading which was; “Who is Muffy?” I received the name from my guide one night and I am very curious if this name had any meaning to Susan Powell or her family? It was just the name so I have no idea if it may be a friend, family member or even a pet?

Right after I received the name Muffy, I was told XXXX made a mistake he forgot to do something.

I have also received some information from my guide who likes to provide me with words from songs! Good thing I listen to country music cause I can’t imaging having to decipher some of the Rap or Hard Rock songs! LMAO Some of the phrases I have received are:

Been crazy all day long and it's only Monday Mr. Mom
Underneath, underneath
The big Montana sky
A little bit
One step closer
Where the river runs dry
Old brown papersack
Wanted Dead or Alive (ok it’s not country but I knew what it was LOL!)

What initially brought me to this case was I kept getting a lot of LDS information and was not sure why and then low and behold here I am working on a case where the person is a member of that church. You just never know why you are lead to where you are going, but I am here now! I haven’t kept all my information on this case in an organized manner, as usual. I am trying to get it all in one spot as time permits.

I will probably be adding more as time goes, but feel free to contact me about any of this information. I am overly curious if the name Muffy has any personal meaning to Susan?

Please remember to post pictures and information about missing person cases on your blogs, email, and websites. It really does help to keep them in the public eye!

Susan Powell Missing from Utah December 2009

2010-03-22T21:47:00.007-04:00

I know it has been a while since I have posted! I'm still around and have been working on a couple of missing person cases. As usual it is a learning process and I'm not sure how to interpret what I am receiving. I did have a wise and wonderful lady (you know who you are) tell me it is not for me to understand all I receive; that people closer to the case will be the ones to understand. Ok, that is my interpretation of what she said. She is actually quite more eloquent than I!

Susan Powell missing Utah

March 21 2010 Reading

She had been wanting to buy something or do something different to the home?
He really did not like the connections or friends she was meeting thru church
I am really pulled to her wedding rings in this photo
A purse – maybe medium tan or gold in color. Not a shoulder bag – it clips at the top and just has the smaller hands – a hand bag –
Josh has something or had something?
Drugs
Journal
Pillow over face
Go North
Interstate
A K or C word
Crystal
Caravan
___eclades
Over the mountains
Rest stop

I almost forgot - If anyone close to Susan happens to read this - does "Muffy" mean anything?

I have more information I need to pull from my notes and emails I have sent to the other ladies I work with but for now, maybe some of this will ring a bell and help in the search for Susan Powell missing from West Valley City, Utah. Please feel free to help me interpret what some of this may mean. By all means comment with your interpretations or ideas.

Please remember to post photos and information on missing persons to your websites and blogs to keep them in the public eye!

Rest in Peace Amber Dubois

2010-03-13T08:59:00.003-05:00

My heart sank when I saw the news Amber's remains had been found. I'm still not sure what to write to express the sorrow I am feeling for her family. I kept hope within my heart Amber would be found alive, unfortunately this was not as it was to be.

I'm still at a loss for words - I am just so deeply sorry for your loss - no words can express

Rest in Peace dear Amber

Casey Lasure New Martinsville WV Found

2010-01-07T20:03:00.003-05:00

Thank goodness she was found safe! It is nice to have good news about a missing person. I wish that all cases could end this way. As for my reading, the only thing that may match at this time, is she was most likely with friends.

Wetzel County Sheriff James Hoskins said, "She is safe and appears to be unharmed. We don't believe she was being held against her will."

I'm sure it will not come out if they were hanging out down by the river? But my reading and what may or may not have occurred is not the important thing, her being safe and at home is!

Remember to post photos and information about missing persons on your blogs and websites to keep them in the public eye!

Casey Lasure New Martinsville WV Missing

2010-01-04T20:05:00.003-05:00

Well, I received an email from a group I belong to so I decided to do a picture reading on Casey Lasure, 16 Missing from West Virginia. Didn't get too much but here it is:

Casey Lasure Missing WV

Reading January 4, 2010

Yeah hey the gangs all here!!

LE needs to go back and talk to a few more of her friends

Down by the river
Down by the river in an old _________ (its coming to me like a song but I cant get the last part)

Slip sliding away (another song)

Possible injury to her head – her left side – forehead

Not much to go on but maybe if Law Enforcement goes and revisits a few friends (the gang) they will get some answers.

Please remember to keep photos and information about missing persons on your blogs and websites to keep them in the public eye!

Amber Dubois Missing from California

2010-01-03T11:05:00.003-05:00

I was thinking about Amber Dubois last night as I was drifting off to sleep. I do not remember too much about what I was getting. To the best of my memory this morning, I remember something about marshmallow or marshmallow creme? It was like we were counting how many or much we had. I think there were a couple of other items also, but for the life of me can’t remember. Yes, if I related this to my own life experience I would say Smores! LOL but being it is not my life, I can not say for sure why marshmallows.

As I was getting the above information, all of a sudden I was jerked back - good thing I was already laying down! I "heard" a name very loudly! I thought the name was Jessie Duguard. I thought for a second. Oh, isn’t that the name of the young lady that was missing for many years in California but has been found alive? Then I was off to sleep.

Well, this morning I remembered what happened last night and decided to see if the name I was given, was in fact the young lady from California. Yup! Of course my interpretation of the name is somewhat off - but it was "audio" so Jessie to me would be Jaycee.

Maybe this was just a confirmation to me that Amber is still Alive! Well, that is definitely how I am going to interpret it! As for Marshmallows only time will tell if that has anything to do with Amber or her case.

Please remember to post photos and information about missing persons on your blogs and websites to keep their information in the public eye!

Im Still Learning to Interpret my Visions - Missing Person Cases

2010-01-03T09:26:00.002-05:00

Gosh, December was a busy month for me in my learning process. I guess I’m a slow learner because I have been given “visions” for many years and I am still learning. The conscious mind wants to fit what I am given into my life experiences, when in reality, the information I am shown is for someone, I do not know. Therefore, I really can not know what meaning it has or does not have. I try to place the vision into helping to find missing persons and sometimes it just doesn’t fit. Some of the “visions” may be for the family or close friend, and actually does not belong in the searching process.

I have been requested at times to help other people who have “visions” to understand them. So, I will try to explain with an example – (made up – not involving any case I am working on – because I do not know if those families or friends would want that information out there, it was for them and unless they approve my using a confirmation, I wouldn’t feel right.)

During a reading or vision – I receive

Spider monkey – since I am searching for a person, my mind assumes this would have something to do with finding the person. I may even find myself searching for places that raise spider monkeys, near where the person went missing. But in reality – spider monkeys were the missing persons favorite animal. There is no way I could have or would have known that information; it certainly would not be something in the media!

Again, I learn more lessons as my life continues with “my gifts.” I thank God for allowing me to receive the information and if my little bits and pieces help give the family or friend of a missing person, a smile from a loving memory then living in my sometimes “crazy” world, is so worth it!

If the little confirmations of the definitely “odd” information I receive, is correct, then I hope one day – the other information assists in bringing home their loved ones. I can not comprehend that only the “personal” information is correct. So, I will continue on my path using my God Given Gifts to help find the missing children.

Please post pictures and information regarding missing persons on your blogs and websites to keep their information in the public eye!

Robert Wiles - Psychic Reading Notes

2009-12-28T11:00:00.002-05:00

Even though an arrest has been made in the case of Robert Wiles Kidnapping, I will continue to work the case. The reason being, of course, is my main objective is to Bring Robert Wiles home to his family!

I have received a few more minor visions and information regarding Robert, so I want to include them my blog to keep the information together.

From my notes on December 19 2009, I received the following:

Dyslexia too (this was received by audio so I’m not sure which too spelling is correct: too, two, to)
A Sense of Left (like in left handed?)
I saw two men in Orange polo shirts with black collars and black around the bottom of the short sleeve. It was like I was seeing them thru some long tube type thing? Possibly could be a uniform, since both men had on the same shirt.

Notes from December 25 2009 – Morning, I received the following:

Business type sign – but I couldn’t read what was on it – told myself to remember the colors – Blue and Green. It is a rectangular sign not far off the ground on a dark metal base – maybe a brushed brown in color. Then the sign may be around 4’ x 6’(just a guess I'm not good with measurements) and the entire sign has this brownish metal around it – kind of like you would slip the plastic type sign into the frame.

Ex-Marine

Climate Controlled

Then I saw a small white plane parked in a building.

Sister – nurse or medical field

Tent

I know this is all random things, but I hope one day that combining all these visions and audio will help put two and two together to bring Robert home!

Please remember to place Missing Children on your blogs and websites to keep their information and photos in the public eye! You never know what small piece of information my help Law Enforcement find these children!

Robert Wiles Kidnapping Recent Psychic Readings and Dreams

2009-12-20T15:59:00.002-05:00

Robert Wiles Kidnapping Recent Readings and Dreams

I went through some of my recent notes and readings since Robert began visiting me again on Thanksgiving Day 2009. I wasn’t sure why Robert had chosen to come back and visit at this time, but he did, so I started trying to keep some notes on what I was given. Now, I will assume he knew that things were about to come to the public’s attention regarding his case and wanted to remind me of his case.

Only a couple of things match anything Law Enforcement is making public at this time, but I thought I would throw some of it out there in case these other notes have any meaning later in the case.

November 29 2009 Notes Robert Wiles Picture Reading

Venezuela – this was mentioned as a place LE went while investigating
We are gong down by the Lake Hollingsworth I am hesitant to even put this because I know the area – and am afraid – I subconsciously added it in???? But I don’t know
Chip – I believe I read one of the officers names was Chip! LOL
He wanted the money for drugs – I don’t know about this it contradicts parts of how I interpreted another vision – as Drugs were not involved – which could be saying Roberts apartment was not ransacked to find drugs? I don’t know I just giving what I get.
He concocted this whole scheme to throw everyone off I’m guessing the ransom was just to throw LE off and not search for a body immediately, but then again that is interpretation – I don’t know.

December 15 2009 Notes on Robert Wiles Case

I’m stepping on the stones that will bring me back. (being shown large stones or rocks kind of embedded in the earth)

Eugene
R. (later when asked he said Riley)

The Eugene came in a dream that had something to do with what might have been a class reunion type setting in a conference room – what made me think of Class Reunion was a person came up to “me” whomever I was and said I’m sorry I don’t remember you and my reply was that is ok I was in the class under you)
The “R.” also came in that dream and later when I questioned it the word “Riley” came.

In the conference room I think there were 8 – 10 people, one of them being the Sister of whoever I was. She was seated across the table and at the opposite end from me.

I do not know who I was in that dream – but what makes me wonder is that earlier in the day – Robert had come to visit – and I asked if I could step into him so that I could see what he wanted me to. I had never done this before but then I had that dream that night?

He also mentioned that “the FBI needs to get on the doorstep of the right person, and he will tell you where he (Robert) is.”

I did get a visual at one time but don’t understand it. It was Robert and then there is a blue strap going across, kind of made me think of a seatbelt, but it was bright blue?

I keep seeing "Riley" or "Reilly" like 6 or more times in the last couple of days. It keeps jumping out at me. I got that name with Robert, but not sure what it means. Could be a person, place, business??

Then I thought about Espionage - that is not a word I would have used, yet I believe in the first reading I did with Robert - he used the word. This is important to me because when I receive words I would not myself use - it’s like a WOW. I remember looking up the word because I relate that word to government spies, but actually it does happen in businesses too.

As I was looking at my blog postings on Robert I had four words pop out to me highlighted – they were Law Enforcement, Police, Business, and gift. When I went back into my blog they were no longer highlighted!! Hmmmm.

This just seemed weird today and sometimes my life reflects in the cases I am most involved in? I have no clue but I’m going to put this here so I have it all together. It’s my learning process:

Another note is a regular customer came in this morning and was joking around and said, "give me half your money." LOL why he would say "half" in the joke, I don’t know? Then he stayed and talked about one day wanting to go into Law Enforcement and that his "sister" was going to do it too, but couldn’t leave the kids for 10 weeks to take the course. Just odd but that is how things sometimes connect

Well, I think I have notes from all my recent readings. I still need to go back and pull my full readings from first and second readings and see what I did not put in the blog.

I will continue to be open to Robert and hope that he will in some way be able to provide more information regarding his case. I hope and pray this is just the beginning of getting Robert home to his family.

Please post photos and information on missing persons on your blogs and emails to keep them in the public eye!!

Arrest made in Robert Wiles Kidnapping Case

2009-12-20T14:42:00.005-05:00

Arrest made in Robert Wiles Kidnapping Case!

What great news maybe this will be the first step in Robert returning home.
I have not posted everything I had gotten on the case, just lack of time on my part. I did take a moment to go through what had been posted to see if anything matched with what I had received. This is the way I learn how to interpret better what I am shown and given.

I pulled a couple of things out of the blogs that may pertain to what is known by the media now.

they did not fly into the Lakeland Airport. The suspect did work there though
The person is someone he thought to be a friend A business associate probably friendly terms
His father would be floored if he knew who was really behind this. Unfortunately so because was an employee of the company
It was never really about the kidnapping money that was just a cover Im assuming since they believe Robert was murdered
They were talking business It was an employee of the company
They ransacked my apartment drugs were NOT involved Motive will probably be business related not drug related -
and one day these people will be caught and will pay for what they have done to our family And thank goodness at least one has been caught! By my readings I feel he may have had help pulling this off!

I will go back to my other more recent notes regarding the case and see what else matches the media. I know I got Venezuela and the name Chip which in reading an article on the case both of these words were mentioned.

I hope that this will be the first step in Robert returning home to his family.

Please post photos and information about missing persons on your sites and emails to keep them in the public eye!

Madyson Jamison Missing October 2009

2009-12-17T10:09:00.004-05:00

A friend of mine emailed me last night and asked if I would do a reading on Madyson Jamison who has been missing since October 2009. I went to the group site this morning to see her picture. This is the information I had to start along with a picture of Madyson:

Classified as: Endangered
MissingDate Missing: October 9, 2009
Missing From: Eufaula, Oklahoma
DOB:08/01/03
Age Now: 6

Specila Facts:When Madyson was last seen, her front teeth were missing. She was last seen wearing blue jeans and a long sleeve pink shirt with small flowers printed on it.

Known Circumstances:Madyson was last seen with her mother and father on October 8, 2009, leaving their residence in Eufaula, Oklahoma. Their vehicle was later found abandoned in Red Oak, Oklahoma, on October 17, 2009; however, their whereabouts are unknown.

These are my notes from the reading:

Madyson Jamison missing October 8 2009

Taking a hike

There are some issues that no one else seems to know about regarding this family, they are in need of emotional assistance. The father may have been troubled by circumstances around him.

Im feeling woods and trees around.

Fear.

Not sure if the fear the father was feeling is real or not? Hiding? Walking down from a road into a dip - like shoulder of road - green grass - into a wooded area - they are all walking hand in hand.
Afraid the father has mental issues? But the wife and child follow. Is he tall and thin? Short brown hair? The wife is shorter - he is leading then wife and child. Wife long thin brown hair?

Customer came in - got distracted - will post this -

After I posted this on the Development circle, I googled to find out a little about the case - I found a picture of the three of them and yes that is who I saw!

If the family of these missing persons reads this, please understand I am only posting what I received. I mean no harm in stating that Mr. Jamison may have had any mental issues, but it may help explain what may have happened to them. I hope and pray they are in a safe place.

Please post photos and information about missing persons in your emails and on your sites to keep them in the public eye!

Robert Wiles Missing Lakeland Florida - Ohio

2009-11-25T19:53:00.003-05:00

Robert Wiles has been missing since April 1, 2008 from Lakeland Florida. I have provided reading information via my blog in the past regarding Robert. Unfortunately, he still has not been found, to my knowledge.

I was told a story twice in the last week by a friend of mine, and couldn't figure out what the importance of the story must be. Then this morning as I was meditating; I was questioning why I receive information about missing persons, yet they are not found. Robert Wiles popped into my mind. My guide said, "Go back to Ohio!" That is when the story I had been told twice during the week made sense.

The main point of the story, was in a couple of sentences. "If you don't like how things are done in Florida, go back to Ohio" then "I'm sure Delta has flights."

With my guide then telling me, "Go back to Ohio" when I questioned about Robert Wiles, I think
Law Enforcement needs to look at the connections in Ohio. I pulled up Robert Wiles Missing on Google (it has been a while since I checked on it) and it does say the business is based out of Ohio.

Mrs. Wiles, if you read my blog again - please consider having Law Enforcement re-look at the Ohio connections. As I read back I remembered LE said they were looking for a suspect in Florida but maybe the suspect has a connection in both places? Or maybe the person involved has gone back to Ohio?

My thoughts and prayers are with Robert's family and friends.

Was Alex Marcedo the Missing Child I Received a Vision On?

2009-11-01T09:18:00.006-05:00

I received a brief vision on October 28, 2009 about a child who had gone missing, could Alex Mercado be whom this was in reference to? I am not sure. I was given such little information, there was no way to know who or where this vision was going to take place. It is very frustrating to understand "why" I received this information and to be told there was nothing I could do to stop it from happening.

I emailed a couple of ladies I work on cases with letting them know what I had received. It wasn't enough to do anything or stop it. I have copied over the email - because that is the only notes I have regarding the vision.

Oct 28 (4 days ago)
I hope Im wrong - ugh - it has been eerly quiet this morning... then as I am sitting there outside the store - i see - well you know what I mean... a police car going down the road - they stop and tell me a child is missing..... I ask my guide for more info - there is a backpack left on the ground... that is it so far I asked how can I stop this? Im told I cant Oh I hope this is just my imagination

I kept googling for Amber Alerts since receiving the vision, and last night I came across the Alert for Alex Marcedo. At first, I thought well he is too young to have had a backpack. But as I checked for more information this morning - there is a picture from a news station which shows Alex with a backpack!

I know to the skeptics who may be reading this, well so what. Ok, I can agree with you on that. As I myself always doubt and wonder if it is my imagination. But I also have to look at what I am given and try to figure out why? I'm sure what I am given must be some sort of learning process for myself. I continually ask, "Why?" and "What is the reasoning behind these visions?" The hardest thing is "Why do I receive these when I can not do anything to stop these horrible things from happening?" I hope one day I will be able to understand and explain the answers to myself and others.

Please keep Alex and his family in your prayers.

Remember to place photos and information about Missing Children on your websites and emails to keep them in the public eye!

Karla Victoria Yrigoyen Rivas Missing Laredo TX - Found

2009-10-13T20:53:00.002-04:00

I just found an update on this young lady - stating she is back home safe with her mother. Thank goodness. So, I decided to see if anything I received in my meditation made sense. There is very little information pertaining to the case, but this is what I can match up.

September 24, 2009:
Photo read on Karla Victoria Yrigoyen-Rivas

Mexican descendant (The man she left with was Mexican)
Square within a square -smaller square down in the left corner - (possibly a picture)
carosel - (carousel?) (Not mentioned but since this was just for fun - maybe she did go to the mall with this man)
Ugly van (no mention of the color of any vehicle)
Light blue
(note I accidentally left the caps on - sorry)
I DON’T CARE WHAT THE NEWS SAYS SHE IS IN A LITTLE TOWN NOT FAR FROM WHERE SHE WAS TAKEN (It seems she was in the next town over - just happens to be in another country too)
SHE WILL BE FOUND UNDERNEATH (I have no idea what this could mean)
ESCAPADE (She went willingly, so probably just an escapade)
THE COLLAPSE (I have no clue about this one - dont know the area)
HXXXXX RXXXXXXXX (This name was not mentioned)
This man is known to be a local psychopathHe is not afraid of what will happen to him if it is found out.He will continue to do this he has before (Dont know about this but if he would allow a child to cross the border once, he may have done this before!)

Well a few possibilities - but not enough information about the case or the area for me to know if there are any other matches. If anyone knows more about the case, I would be interested to know if what I received makes any sense, it might help me to learn how to interpret what I do get.

Thanks for reading, and remember to show the faces of this poor missing children on your blogs and emails to keep them in the public eye!

My Psychic Meditation on Karla Victoria Yrigoyen-Rivas

2009-09-27T13:57:00.008-04:00

Karla Victoria Yrigoyen-Rivas has been missing from Laredo TX for a few days now! Oh, this poor child, being twelve she may not really understand what is going on. Twelve is such a confusing age for many young ladies; she may very well believe all the this older gentlemen is telling her. From the little I have found online concerning this young lady - she is probably in Mexico now.

As I stated in the earlier post, I did a meditation, photo read on Karla the other day. I was waiting to post the information I received until our group had tried to contact Law Enforcement. We have not heard back from them, which is common, unfortunately, so I will post my notes.

September 24, 2009: Photo read on Karla Victoria Yrigoyen-Rivas

Mexican descendant
Square within a square -smaller square down in the left corner - (possibly a picture)
carosel - (carousel?)
Ugly van
Light blue

(note I accidentally left the caps on - sorry)
I DON’T CARE WHAT THE NEWS SAYS SHE IS IN A LITTLE TOWN NOT FAR FROM WHERE SHE WAS TAKEN

SHE WILL BE FOUND UNDERNEATH
ESCAPADE
THE COLLAPSE

HXXXXX RXXXXXXXX
This man is known to be a local psychopath
He is not afraid of what will happen to him if it is found out.
He will continue to do this he has before

Well, those are the notes from my meditation. I'm not sure if any of this will help in finding Karla but just incase I am putting it out there. Maybe someone, Law Enforcement or family, will understand what some of this means. I am trying to learn not to interpret as I do the reading therefore, some are just words or phrases which may have some significance.

I googled carousel, since it seemed a little odd. It has on the internet the mall there in Laredo has a carousel? I don't know I've never been there. Maybe they went to the mall before leaving for Mexico? I did fill in X's for the name I was given because I am only human and could have gotten the name wrong - I would not want to cause any harm to a persons identity by placing the name in the blog.

As I have mentioned before, I now work with a group of gifted ladies so I am included the link to our blog, so you can also read the information they will be posting.

http://psychicsunitetofindmissingchildren.blogspot.com/2009/09/karla-victoria-yrigoyen-rivas_27.html

Please remember to keep the faces and information of this missing children in the public eye by posting on your email and blogs.

Karla Victoria Yrigoyen Rivas Missing Laredo TX

2009-09-25T20:58:00.005-04:00

Oh, how my heart hurts everytime I hear about a missing child. Yesterday evening I was made aware of a beautiful 12 year old girl named Karla Victoria Yrigoyen Rivas missing from Laredo, Tx.

There is a group of us who work on missing persons cases together. We hope the combined effort will allow us to be of more assistance in finding these poor children. Each of us has completed a meditation on Karla Victoria Yrigoyen Rivas. One member of the group is currently locating the Law Enforcement contact information in order to send our meditations.

If by chance the family of Karla Rivas would like the information; please feel free to leave a comment on the blog. Your information will be verified prior to sending.

Please remember to keep these missing children's photos and information on your blogs and emails!

Amber Dubois Missing California 2009

2009-09-15T09:18:00.005-04:00

I have recently been made aware of the case of Amber Dubois from California. I am not ready to post the information I received during a meditation, but am trying to figure out why I may be feeling a physical pain during the times I meditate or even just think about Amber. I am an Empath, so I do realize this may be something associated with Amber Dubois.

I tried to go to one of those medical sites where you post the symptoms and they give you possible reasons for the symptoms. But who knows since I dont know any of her physical background.

I keep getting pain in my upper back, say if you placed your finger on the large vertebrea at the base of your neck and went down about four vertebrea that would be about the area it seems to be stemming from. This pain goes all the way thru to I guess what would be the top of the sternum. The pain also seems to radiate down both arms but with a different feel to it. The arms seem to have a more burning pain - mostly in the muscles right below the elbows.

I would be alarmed personally if it didn't just keep occurring when I think or meditate on Amber Dubois.

I did also get a strange verbal pop into my mind yesterday when I was thinking about Amber - it was something about "tea time"

Well, just thought I would let my readers know what I have been up to lately. Feel free to make any comments or suggestions regarding my "ailment."

Remember to keep the faces and information of missing persons on your blogs, sites, and emails so that we can bring them all home to their families!!!

Hassani Campbell Missing - Meditation

2009-09-10T20:42:00.004-04:00

A group of psychics decided to do meditations at the same time for Hassani Campbell missing from California. I was hoping that such a combined effort would prove to be a powerful influence in providing information. I did not know much about the case - I did look at a photo of the precious child prior to trying the meditation.

I posted my notes with the group and decided I better keep my readers up to date on what I'm doing too!

So I am posting my notes - please remember I am only human - this is what I received. At a few points I was unsure if I was really deep enough in the meditation.

September 7 2009

Hassani Campbell – Group Meditation – notes

Didn’t feel I was totally there – but got these things

Saw - little legs
Audio – Church by the River
Mom & Dad
1951
A circle but it had something in it not sure if a peace sign
I just wanted to play
Dad Mad
Large Black Male
Knife
Drugs
Light Blue Shirt with dark pants maybe long shorts made of jean material (Hassani or small boy)
Small boy climbed up on counter – reaching for high cabinet – top cabinet – pulling something out – I cant see what it is – not sure if glass or what? Goldfish?

Ask Hassani if he could tell anyone anything what would it be? Turtleneck
Blue
Big Hole
Justin
Park
Up the river and through the woods to Grandmothers house we go
Gravel – walking

Placed a pencil on a dot and asked which direction to go – East then North
3 59

Black car
Plaid shirt – button down (Hassani?)
Keep getting circles
There is a second vehicle – Gold SUV type
Ma Ma Mea Poppa Peea Baby got the Diarrhea
Walk with Hassani – his bedroom is on the right – we walk out of bedroom door take a left there is a bathroom on the left – go straight you are in the family area

Ok then tried as I was going to sleep –

There is a glass or plastic cup – lying on counter or floor – it is knocked over not setting up as if something in it

Small boy drank from this cup – maybe beside him on floor???
Hard to see – maybe a privacy type fence or wall – there are a couple of people next to it

I think past it is something tall and thin – not sure if a very tall tree with no low branches – but then again didn’t see any branches may like a telephone pole or something

Believe I got more but cant pull it back yet

Not sure any of this will help, but if something sounds familiar to that area or relates in some way then hopefully Law Enforcement will check it out!

Please remember to keep all our missing children and adults in the spotlight so we may bring them home!

Lindsey Baum Missing McCleary Washington

2009-08-04T21:11:00.003-04:00

I was cleaning up some papers and found a few notes I had written when I did the initial photo read on Lindsey Baum. The photo was texted to me by a friend since I didn't have Internet at the time. Since I am lacking the organizational gene - I wrote on the closest piece of paper I had! I just came across it.

First thing I noted was my eyes became very blurry. I note physical feelings sometimes because I am an Empath and this could somehow mean something to someone. The next was the name Steve. But this person could be someone who will help with the case or a witness - I never know how they are related to the case. Could it be someone involved with Lindsey disappearing, yeah could be.

As I read over the notes, I then wrote Trunk, but I kinda remember using that word for a small enclosed place - so not sure as if meant trunk of car or a movable trunk or even a small closet. I also got an older girl, as in older than Lindsey like a teenager.

The next note was another physical notation: between shoulder blades - cool feeling

I jotted down 200-300 yds not sure from where or what? Gosh wish I could just get where she is! Ugh! Then I wrote May still be alive must work quickly. The last note that I wrote was Lunsford case. I believe I wrote this because I was shown a picture of a man that resembled the father of the missing girl from Florida a few years ago.

None of this information means anything to me. I wish I could provide information which would assist in finding Lindsey - but it just doesn't seem to work that way.

Been Working on Lindsey Baum Missing McCleary WA

2009-08-01T07:03:00.005-04:00

I have been doing a little work on the poor missing girl from McCleary, Washington; Lindsey Baum. Unfortunately, I have not had much time to get on the blog and post what I have gotten. Things are a bit hectic personally and I honestly haven't kept the information in an organized manner! Ugh I know better - but life has me pretty busy.

A friend posted some of my initial information on the forum, but then things have gotten sidetracked. I just went to the forum to copy and place in the blog - but the forum is down right now! To go from my memory is not good because I forget sooo much. I might can pull a couple things back up - I remember getting the name Steve and an older female - as in older than Lindsey. It would probably be best to post the link so when it comes back up - you can read it. At the time I received the information - I did not have internet access so I had to text the information to my friend. All I had to go on is a picture she texted me - it wasn't very clear.

www.missingpersonforum.com

Hopefully they will get the site back up soon.

Then one day I decided to do something a little different with the meditation and here are a few things I pulled from one of the emails I sent to my friend. Im sure there is more to go with it but have to search my old emails to find it! LOL

Red Camero
Preacher
Gray one piece outfit
"under the silicon Stairs" I put this in quotes because this was given by audio to me and I could have misinterpreted what was said - It seemed like a strange thing to say - I have in the past been a little off when it comes to getting it exactly how it was meant. My example would be I thought one time I got Taboo but it was really Tatoo - so Im not 100% sure on the silicon, it could be something that sounds similar? I dont know.

Now the red camero and preacher - doesnt necessarily go together - of course, it might. Or maybe someone in the car saw Lindsey and is a witness - what I am given doesnt always make sense to me because I was not there!

I will try to go back later when I get more time and see what else I can pull from old emails in reference to the disappearance of Lindsey Baum from McCleary Washington. If any of this makes sense to someone - please let me know!

Remember to post pictures and names of missing children and persons on your websites and blogs to keep them in the public eye!

Haleigh Cummings Satsuma Florida Response to Comments

2009-05-31T15:45:00.001-04:00

I received a couple of messages regarding the blog I posted on May 17, 2009 regarding the Haleigh Cummings case in Satsuma, Florida. I contemplated the messages for a little while, trying to decide a response.

At first, I thought well maybe I should post exactly what I was shown. But I tried to put myself in Crystal Sheffield’s shoes and I just cannot post it. The person(s) considered my lack of total release of information to the public as CRUEL, in their opinion. I myself would not personally consider the failure to post as CRUEL but maybe somewhat annoying for a person with a curious personality. I too am an extremely curious person, so I do understand the annoying and curious possibility.

The information that was not included in the blog could not in anyway help in finding Haleigh! Finding Haleigh is the top priority at this time. Not what might or might not have gone through a persons mind at the time of Haleigh’s disappearance. I did however send the entire page of notes to the Putnam County Sheriff’s Office. I did this only to not misinterpret any information that I was given.

As a mother, if I was in Crystal or Ron’s situation, and I stumbled upon a psychic vision regarding my missing child that included something horrible that may or may not have happened; the scenario may start to run continuously through my mind as an awful possibility! I cannot do that to her family. From things I have read on the Internet I do feel they could possibly stumble upon my site – therefore I still feel it is in the best interest of the family not to provide all the details directly to the public. If they choose to contact the Putnam County Sheriff’s Office and request to see the entire reading that is their option.

To the persons who commented on the blog – Thank you for sharing your opinions; I respect everyone’s opinions. I know that we are all concerned with finding this precious child, which is the top priority. I must continue to do as I feel is ethically and morally correct for me.

Thank you readers for your comments.
Please remember to post photos on your blogs and websites so these missing persons can be found!

Robert Wiles Missing Lakeland Florida New Reading May 31 2009

2009-05-31T13:00:00.003-04:00

I was looking at the Analytics of my blog and noticed people are reading the post on Robert Wiles a number of times this month. So, I thought it has been sometime since I had done the original reading; maybe it was time to try again and see if I got anything.

After I completed the reading with Robert, I thought well there really isn’t anything I can verify. I had forgotten to ask a question for verification because things were coming so quickly. I went back and read what I was given because I usually just type quickly to try and get everything down. The only thing I thought I could possibly check on was whether he really had a sister. Well yes he does but he has two sisters, so I am not sure if he was referring to one particular sister or if it was meant in the plural form. Most of what I received was clairaudience therefore I could have easily misunderstood. Who knows I’m only human.

So, please sisters don’t feel left out! Ugh maybe it was meant for both of you. Then again what he said maybe you would want to point figures at it being the other! LOL he does have a sense of humor.

It was pretty long so I will try to give you a summary of some of it. If the people watching this blog are family – then please know that he loves you all dearly. I hope that it is not the persons involved reading this – but her goes a summary. Anyone that would like to comment or question something please feel free to leave a message on the blog.

They ransacked my apartment drugs were NOT involved
I was a pretty much legal guy – Ok sometimes fishing I might not report all I caught! LOL but come on it was a fish. (His sense of humor showing here)

My mom is the dearest person you could ever meet. If you meet her one-day you will see what I am talking about. You couldn’t ask for a better mom. Dad has a tough side to him but that was his business side not the family dad side.

My sister is a little snooty at times but she was spoiled growing up it was bound to happen. She is great though that side was not part of our relationship.

It is a deserted place there are trees and underbrush everywhere – I just don’t see how they will ever find this spot. A knife – in a car – in back seat – silver car – nice car – more of a luxury car – showing going down a paved road but nothing out there. US 17
Old pickup truck – Mexican looking person with mustache – sitting in back of truck – red truck–thugs that he hired – gun

Espionage – I was a threat to them. It was never really about the kidnapping money that was just a cover. It was about a deal I was working on they wanted the business – stepping on their toes.

He shows me the luxury silver car again. Going to the back seat. There is someone in the back seat with him. Can’t see the front seat. They were talking business – it’s a set up they meet the red truck. The man in the car is an older man – I cant see him getting gray hair think kinda curly fuller face - suit - grey suit maybe mustache acting very friendly and upbeat joking around at first making Robert feel comfortable. Sam – Sam I am – oh go this way it will be quicker – weird like taking a shortcut to where they were supposed to be going but really the back roads. The man in back tells the driver. Robert doesn’t think anything odd at this time, just casual conversation. Robert starts yelling Why are you doing this – You think you are a tough know it all kid - I’m gonna show you don’t mess with other peoples livelihood.

Dad its not worth putting anyone else in jeopardy to find me – please accept what has happened and take care of the family that is what is important now. Enjoy life – you never know how long you have – Mom needs to know that I am good – I am around her all the time – When she looks up and sees that little sparkle in the air – know it is me that is there for her.

I love you all dearly – please go on with your lives – if I am to be found I will be – and one day these people will be caught and will pay for what they have done to our family but revenge is not the answer – its not worth it! I love you guys, Robert.

Please remember I am only human! This is what I was given and if it has meaning to his family that is what is the most important thing. Like I wrote earlier – if you would like to contact me regarding this reading, please feel free to leave me a message on the blog.

Remember to post photos of missing persons on your blogs and websites to keep their faces in the public eye!

Dream of Missing Child Mother Figure Not Being Believed!

2009-05-26T08:46:00.002-04:00

I do not have any names or location to go with this dream I had last night. Not remembering or not knowing whom this dream was about is very stressful. I hope and pray that it was just some off the wall dream that is not reality for someone. Unfortunately, being the way I am there is no telling at this point.

If this is something that has happened, is happening or is going to happen: I feel terrible for the mother and this child. I wish I could remember more of what happened; maybe as the day goes on things will begin to resurface to a conscious level. If I get any specifics that may be helpful, I will update this blog.

The dream as I can remember it at this time: May 26, 2009 8:27am (kinda just for me)

I am a mother standing I believe in my kitchen when all of a sudden I get this overwhelming feeling that my child is in danger. I have allowed my child to go and visit my sister; the child has been gone for a couple of days at this point. I voice my concerns to my husband but he seems to think I am crazy. I reach this person by phone and whatever this person says while on the phone – it has been confirmed to me she does not plan on returning my child.

The sister has had mental issues in the past but nothing to this degree or the mother would not have allowed the child to go. She truly believed her child to be safe with this other person. Now she knows this is not so. In the dream I am running around frantically trying to get dressed and figure out what to do. The police are contacted but for some reason they do not believe me!

I wish I knew if this was really happening to this lady right now! This is very difficult because I feel this lady is telling the truth about the circumstances but for some reason Law Enforcement is not believing her and at this point will not help her! If somehow this person reads this – I am sorry I cannot remember more to help you at this time – I know in your heart you believe you are right about the child and I feel for your situation. I wish I could remember more so that I could help you find her. There must be more to this scenario for the police not to step into the situation but for the life of me I cannot remember anything else.

If something about this dream sounds familiar please do not hesitate to leave me a message. Sometimes my interpretation can be off on exactly who is involved – meaning a sister to me could also be a close family friend; the husband could be a boyfriend etc. So don’t hesitate to contact me if the scenario is sounding familiar. Also, remember that it does not mean the mother in the dream is actually the biological mother but could be the mother figure to this child.

Please remember to place photos of missing children and persons on your websites and blogs to keep their faces in the public eye!

Haleigh Cummings May 17 2009 Update

2009-05-17T13:05:00.005-04:00

Sorry it has been so long since I have updated the blog. Life has taken it's twists and turns and I have not had the opportunity to update. I also fear I will in the next few weeks lose the ability to update this blog on a regular basis. Hopefully, things will work out and I will have an internet conncection. Time will tell.

As I had previously written the bus stop was having significance to me in reference to Haleigh's case. I requested help but unfortunately no one seems to have been able to provide information. But I was reading yesterday about an incident at Haleigh's busstop where Ron almost ran over some of the other children. This is a major coincidence in my life as a psychic. Sometimes it seems that when I work on a case - things start happening in my personal life that reflect something to do with the case. I know odd! But one of the things about the bus stop that I was trying to find out about - is answered by this man who has come forward about Ron driving crazy at the busstop and almost hitting this man's children. Well the same thing happened at my daughters' busstop, and I was feeling the connection to Haleigh when it happened! So I feel I did have a true connection. So I decided to go back to my initial vision/dream and the next meditation and see what it was that I was given.

I read thru my notes from Feb 14 and Feb 18 2009. Hmmm.... ok so if some of the bus stop things are coming out now - I wonder if I pulled the wrong information out of the dream/vision when I emailed the Putnam County Sheriff. There were a few things that depending on interpretation could help with understanding who may have been involved with Haleigh missing. I don't feel the information not given would assist in finding Haleigh, but it may mean something to the Sheriff's department in whatever way they are looking at this case. Ok Im babbling, only because I am not going to put what it is that was in the vision - I just don't feel comfortable typing that for the world to read. It was probably the most horrible vision/dream I have ever had in my life! It scared me half to death. No it was not gory - it was just scary to me as a loving mom of a bunch of girls!

I know you are probably frustrated with me right now for saying I received more information than I am going to devulge, but I have my reasonings. I did however decide to forward the complete vision to the Putnam County Sheriff. I did so without giving any interpretation other then what I wrote the next day when it was over and fresh in my mind. I also included in the email a meditation on did on Feb 18 2009 incase some of that information was of importance.

So if you hear about a crazy psychic bugging the Putnam County Sheriff, it might just be me! LOL I have never received any communications back from the department and don't feel that I will concerning this information either - I'm sure it will hit the Trash Can where the other ones probably went! LOL But I will always know that I tried to help and provide the information - what they chose to do with it is up to them!

Please remember to post pictures and information about missing children and persons on your websites and blogs to keep them in the public eye! Thanks again for reading - I hope the future will enable me to continue....

Update On Vision About my Daughter

2009-05-17T12:58:00.003-04:00

Just thought I would note about the Vision flash I wrote about in the previous blog. I had seen my daughter with something pink all around her right eye. Well, wrong daughter right eye! LOL There goes that interpretation thing again. One of my daughters, not the one I warned to be careful about her right eye - was playing around and put this pink marker all around her right eye. When she went to wash it off it must have gotten in her eye and she was miserable for days. The weird thing is - I forget visions afterwards - well I didnt even put two and two together, until the daughter I told to be careful came home and saw her sister! She just gave me that weird look and duh Mom! LOL Then I remembered.

Psychic Visions and Missing Children Update April 17 2009

2009-04-17T08:06:00.004-04:00

Just a quick update, I have not had the opportunity to do many readings in the past week. Life seems to be keeping me very busy. Not much peace and quiet! LOL Plus, a good friend of mine has a missing person whom she is very concerned about - therefore, I have been trying to put what little time I have into trying to support her and see if I can get anything to help.

I did receive a couple of my "flash" visions which are only visual with no explanations. The first one I believe to be in reference to one of my children. I was shown some kind of pink cream placed totally around her right eye. I told her to be careful so hopefully nothing comes of this. Maybe she will get pink eye - I just don't know.

The other one was very odd - I was shown a young girl - but I can not say for sure if was Haleigh or another child. I was shown the child turning from a child to a china - porcelain doll? There was a man watching her as this was happening. He seemed to be in his 20's or 30's long brown straight hair - of a slim to medium build. Not sure where this came from. A friend suggested I look into the Madeleine McCain case. I have been requested by another person to do a read on her also, but have not had a chance as of yet. So I do not want to see what the case is - until I do my reading.

I am sorry I am behind on two requested readings - I have not forgotten about them - just have to get the quiet time. Please forgive me for the wait, I know they are both important.

I did read a quick note from someone that Gail St. John is down in Florida and going to work on both the Adji Desir and Haleigh Cummings cases. I hope she is able to shed some light on one or both of these cases! These poor children need to be found - their families deserve closure - and hopefully the children back to the people who love them!

Remember to place the pictures of missing persons on your websites and blogs to keep their faces in the public eye!

Missing Persons Cases - Psychic

2009-04-11T09:07:00.005-04:00

I took off for over a week and enjoyed Spring Break with my family. We were in the back woods with no television or computer access! Wow a different life for sure! Very quiet and peaceful, a time to take a deep breath and pray all the missing persons would be found. The only communication I had with the outside world was a text message from a friend.

My friend asked me if I had gotten anything while I was away. The only thing I had gotten was a suitcase being unzipped and a slab of meat inside. I told her I had no clue as to who, what, where or why. It was just one of those quick visions with no more detail. She immediately texted me back saying they found Sandra Cantu in a suitcase. The name had no meaning to me, so I asked who she was. She had gone missing after I had left modern civilization! I don't know if this was a connection to her or not?

Then as I return home to check my email, I received a note of a missing Georgia chef - I believe the name is Brandon Patton, will have to double check that one. A slab of meat could go with a chef too??

I have not done a reading on either of these cases. If I have some quiet time I may try to see if I can find out more on Brandon, if he has not been found yet. It appears the police in California seem to have a good investigation going at this time, so I will let that one be for now.

I tried to see if I could find any more information on the little girl Haleigh Cummings in Florida, I had prayed she would be found while I was on vacation - but it appears she has not been found. I hope Law Enforcement has some good leads they are following - since they are keeping the information confidential.

I did happen to see a small note they did another search for Adji Desir while I was gone. I do not know any specifics as to where or why they searched or if anything was discovered. Hopefully, they will let the public know something.

Please keep all these missing persons and their families in your thoughts and prayers. Remember to post their pictures and information on your websites and blogs to keep them in the public eye!

Cold Case Paige Birgfeld Missing Colorado Woman

2009-04-09T07:52:00.005-04:00

Sorry I haven't blogged in a while, I was on Spring Break!

When I came back, Paige Birgfeld's name was mentioned to me as a missing person, so I went to the forum and did a quick photo read on Paige. After the read I did a little reading on the case to see if anything immediately made sense. Some of the information made me feel she was someone who liked to play games and so it seems some of the info was related to a video game called Mario or Super Mario, kinda strange.

Only on occassion do I post a read - being this is an adult and a cold case I feel comfortable posting this read in hopes someone out there may be able to figure out if any of this means anything. I am also posting this on the forum - so feel free to jump on there too and make any comments or responses.

http://briansdreams.com/forum/viewforum.php?f=193&sid=2307c3c9771db788f6229e7a6a1ff8ba

April 8, 2009

Paige Birgfeld missing

photo read:

Pond
Kansas City connection
Boyfriend/husband
Tulip
Jasmine
Tip-top shape
On the Ocean side
Under the tornado
Google this: The Tippy top of the arrow, go to the left and around the ground – stop – jump up and down 3 times – center yourself in the center of the circle – showed me to extend my left arm straight in front of me – and my right arm extended out to the right – then move the arms to the center of this space and go down.

I thought wow she likes to play games!

*******
This reading was done with no prior knowledge of the case – I was told she was missing and pulled a photo off of Brian’s site.

So, the first thing I did was try to Google what I was told to. When I entered part of the information everything seemed to be about a game called Mario or Super Mario

Then I did go and read a bit about the case. She is missing from Colorado so not sure who has the Kansas City connection? They seem to have a person of interest who may or may not have been presented to me as a “boyfriend”. It seems one of her ex-husbands is the last known person known to see or speak to her. Tulip and Jasmine – not sure how may apply – but I think I read there may have been flowers on her shirt? I have no idea on the tip-top shape, on the ocean side, under the tornado – not sure if this could possibly be something with the game that came up with the google request?

I went and found on wiki the Mario game – it said Land’s End is the last part of the game? I went to the map of the area Grand Junction – it shows a town or something called Land’s End?? Not familiar with the area at all. It also said Land’s End is the last piece of land in the entire world before the Ocean???

If anyone knows the case or area please feel free to help decipher the information I was given. Oh, if you know the Mario game that could be of help too if there is a certain area of the game as described above?

I hope Paige Birgfeld missing from Grand Junction Colorado will be found allowing her family to have peace of mind.

Remember to post photos and information about missing persons on your blogs and websites to keep their cases in the public eye!

Making Sure I'm Still on Track

2009-03-25T08:43:00.005-04:00

I have been trying desperately to understand the visions and dreams I have been receiving about Haleigh Cummings of Satsuma Florida. It is very difficult to interpret some information given via psychic visions or dreams. Because I have been so overwhelmed with figuring out what I have received - I took a little time off to do a couple of other readings. I did this to make sure I am still receiving information correctly. Of course, I doubt myself. Even after all these years I do not completely understand why I get the information I do. There is no real physical guide to receiving this information. Yes, there are a million books out there on the subject - but try living it! Each person is different and what might help one understand does not necessarily help another.

I did one photo read - to me those are of living persons - in which a person asked why a child was acting out in a certain way. I carefully answered the post without saying who or what this poor child may be experiencing. One - I am not God and can not guarantee what I am given. Unfortunately, this person did not respond to the reading - instead she deleted even the request for a reading. Something hit too close to home is my guess. All I can hope for is this person gets the child the appropriate counseling for issues which may be occurring in her life!

Then to insure I was still on track with my Medium reads - those contacting persons whom have passed - I did a reading for someone on a family member that had passed who wanted to know what really happened. I was able to provide information regarding the death. But here again some information was via symbolism, other was just words. One of the words was drunk -which unfortunately was true. The other was given in symbolism as tongue depressors and syringes. I went ahead and sent the reading with just those words. So this is a good example of interpreting symbolism. It was a combination of alcohol and prescription drugs that caused the death. I feel I was given the tongue depressors and syringes to not just say drugs but to also confirm the drugs were perscription drugs. There was more to the reading then just those two things but I am just trying to explain the concept of symbolism and how certain things can mean something to different people.

So, I feel I am still on track with my photo and medium reads. Hopefully, this will provide me more insight into understanding the symbolism and help find missing persons.

Please remember to post pictures of missing persons on your websites and blogs to keep their faces in the public eye.

Haleigh Cummings still Missing!

2009-03-25T08:25:00.004-04:00

Haleigh Cummings from Satsuma Florida is still missing! We all need to ban together and find this poor little girl. Her family is trying to keep her in the public eye, doing interviews but we need to work together to assist in this search. At this point we need to keep our personal feelings and opinions to ourselves and search for Haleigh any way we can.

I personally can not travel to the area to help in foot searches; but I am still trying to decipher the images and information I have been provided thru psychic visions and dreams. I did have a dream there is another person whom is going to come on board and help figure out what some of my information may mean. I wish I knew who this person was - so I could contact them. Unfortunately, I do not know - so please take the time to read the forum - maybe you are the missing link in solving what I or others have received.

http://www.briansprediction.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=2570

We have received over 7000 views on the forum - and I would like to thank all that have stopped by to try and help. You never know if something posted will trigger something in you which could be a new way of looking at the information for us! Please stop by and try to help us out!

Remember to post pictures of missing persons on your websites and blogs to keep their faces in the public eye!

Haleigh Cummings Timeline

2009-03-17T08:15:00.003-04:00

Sorry it has been a couple of days since I have added a blog! My mind has been going so much it is difficult to decide what to write about. Haleigh Cummings unfortunately is still missing. I feel so bad for her family and friends. I have been trying to update the forum with some of the information I am receiving, while receiving more and trying to comprehend what it could possibly mean?

I don’t usually post anything I am getting exactly on my blog, incase the family is searching the Internet and are not accepting of psychic visions or dreams. If they choose to visit the forum I post on, then they are making a conscious decision to do such.

But, I am being sent in a direction that I cannot understand because of the information given out in the media. I don’t believe this has anything to do with if Haleigh is alive or not, so I’m going to briefly wonder in writing. I was going to say aloud, but you all can’t hear me. (Sorry, I know I have a terrible sense of humor)

For some unexplainable reason I am being sent back to the bus stop? I know from the media on the case that she supposedly went missing at night, so this has me extremely confused? I am getting a lot that has to do with the bus stop, bus driver, and bus. I just cannot figure out why? If the time line is from say 7pm to 3am then what is so important about the bus stop or things to do with a bus stop? This would bring the timeline back to about 3:30pm? I’m only pondering this because a couple of issues happening have to also do with timing and others at the bus stop.

I posted on the forum yesterday, if there is anyone in the area that could possibly take current pictures of the bus stop area, it would be greatly appreciated. The google maps are probably too old and I would love to be able to see what it actually looks like now, maybe that would jog something for me? If someone does do that could they possibly go down the street and take pictures a little up and down showing along the sides of the road and any entrances, fences, or items? I know it’s asking for a lot. I don’t really expect I will get them; but it never hurts to ask! LOL You can post them on the forum – if you can.

Please visit the forum and see if you can help us decipher some of the symbolism.

http://briansdreams.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=2570

Thanks for taking the time to read my blog. Remember to post photos of missing persons on your websites and blogs to keep their faces in the public eye!

Robert Wiles Kidnapped from Lakeland Florida

2009-03-12T08:09:00.002-04:00

Robert Wiles was kidnapped from the Lakeland Florida airport in April 2008. The FBI had asked a few weeks ago for any information that would assist in their investigation. Three areas of interest were Lakeland, Melbourne, and Orlando, Florida.

Unfortunately, as I search for updates to the case - there have been none posted by the media. I wish the FBI was able to devulge more information as to their people of interest - but i am sure they have their reasonings.

I wanted to post another photo of Robert in hopes someone will recognize him and put a couple more of the piences together for the FBI.

Please post photos of missing persons on your websites and blogs to keep them in the public eye!

Haleigh Cummings YELLOW Vision - YELLOW Balloons!

2009-03-11T11:10:00.004-04:00

YELLOW Balloons for Haleigh

Yes, YELLOW!

I was reading an update on the case of the missing 5 year old, Haleigh Cummings, from Satsuma, Florida. When the color YELLOW came up. Yes, if you read the blog from a few days back, you know YELLOW has been very prominent in the psychic readings and dreams of Haleigh.

The post I was reading was headlined Yellow Balloons for Haleigh! Of course, I had to read that one! It was yesterday March 10, 2009; an organization donated more funds to the reward. They also released over a dozen YELLOW balloons with messages for Haleigh. Wow – YELLOW.

I do not know why they choose YELLOW balloons? But whatever the reasoning behind it; I am going to take it as a positive sign Haleigh will return home soon!

I also received more vision information yesterday regarding the Haleigh Cummings missing persons case. I posted the little bit I received; plus another person also posted their dream. So hopefully we can put two and two together soon and find Haleigh.

The link to the original article the other post was taken from:

http://www.jacksonville.com/news/metro/crime/2009-03-10/story/missing_haleigh_case_gets_more_reward_money

(the photo above is also from the above article)

Please remember to post pictures of missing persons on your websites and blogs; it is so important to keep their faces in the public eye!

Haleigh Cummings Missing - Visions of YELLOW

2009-03-09T08:30:00.002-04:00

Haleigh Cummings has been missing from Satsuma, Florida for a month! Law Enforcement hopefully is holding back information to the media and public, and do have some legitimate leads they are working. Even though I find it frustrating not knowing in what direction they are going – it is very important to keep all pertinent information close to the vest; in hopes of someone slipping up or coming forward. I praise all the departments and officers for their hard work and dedication.

If any of you have read the forum I post on about my psychic visions and dreams then you are aware I got the color YELLOW in my dream. I began reading other forums in search of what other psychics have been receiving about Haleigh. In these forums the color YELLOW seems to be coming up a lot. There must be something important to Haleigh or to her disappearance that involves YELLOW.

I thought about this over the weekend. As I was driving I noticed YELLOW everywhere! Many of the street signs are YELLOW with black font. Stopped at a stoplight – YELLOW again. The truck next to me was YELLOW and black. There was a YELLOW and black Western Union sign. Every direction I looked was YELLOW! Oh my – then as I dive down the road these YELLOW trees were blooming everywhere! They are beautiful; I would love to have one. I believe the lay term for the tree is YELLOW trumpet. There were YELLOW flowers in so many people’s yards! YELLOW what could it mean?

A couple of areas have also come up a few times from different visions and dreams. The city of Jacksonville has had a number of mentions. The description of an area on the other side of the Rail Road tracks from Haleigh’s home has also been described by a couple of people. Yes, a couple of my words or whatever have lead me across the street too?

I wish I were able to visit the area of Satsuma, Florida to see what YELLOW jumps out at me there! If a family member or local knows what could possibly be the YELLOW connection to Haleigh or the case – I would love to know!

Remember place the photo of a missing person on your website or blog to keep their faces in the public eye!

Learning to Interpret Visions

2009-03-08T11:35:00.004-04:00

For a while, March 6, 2009, I decided to read some of the documents released on the Caylee Anthony case; to see if anything else matched up from my psychic visions. I was doing this as a learning experience to try and figure out how I interpreted things in relation to what was actually found or known. I have to learn somehow.

So far with this document dump; I have not connected any dots. Most of what I have read seems to be what has been already known from the media. Of course, I did find the wiretap of the ex-boyfriend interesting. She was worried about not trusting the other ex-boyfriend – when she should have been worried about the newer one! LOL

I did read however that one Botanist said the body could have been there from 2 to 6 months. Now if the body were there for less then six months – the possibility of poor Caylee being moved – would apply. Only time will tell with that one. Who knows we may never find out the entire truth in this case.

Before I go any further with this blog – please let it be known I am only trying to figure out what matches in some way shape or form for my own learning experience. I also know some of my readers would like to know what might have matched up. Yes, some may be long shots – but it is interpretation. So, please don’t say oh, this psychic comes out now saying this and that. If you are just here for that – please just stop now! LOL I don’t mean that rude – I just don’t want to be messed up in that type of thing. Plus, if you want to see when and what I got – you can visit the forum I posted on.

Caylee Case matched to visions

Trees (Scene)
Green grass clearing before trees (Scene)
Disney World (Disney World bag found at scene)
Angel Now (deceased)
In the Woods (found in the woods)
Wire fence private property (Psychic not allowed to search private property)
Wrapped in a blanket (pooh blanket & pink blanket found)
in the trunk something around my throat tape (evidence In trunk & tape around mouth)
Fuzzy pink blanket (miscellaneous pink blanket)
Her friend knows where I’m at (friend told police to check that area)
Reference Susan Smith case – (appears mother killed her)

So that is about it for matches to any type of vision or dream I had in the Caylee Anthony case. I know it’s not much and nothing that would have lead to the finding of Caylee.

The Disney World one – was not related to finding a Disney Bag – but that is why I am trying to learn the interpretation of visions or information I receive. It was going to Disney World I got – not a bag from Disney. This is why I say some may be a long shot – but Disney came up in the case.

Well, I will continue to monitor the case to see if I can learn how to interpret what I am given. I may never be able to match it all up – I really don’t expect to. All I can hope for is to learn to interpret better what I am given.

Please remember to post pictures or missing persons on your websites and blogs to keep their faces in the public eye! It is very important.

Help Missing Person Psychic Interpret Information

2009-03-06T07:54:00.002-05:00

The last couple of days I have had a few sayings or things that keep popping into my mind when I look up things associated with the missing persons cases I follow. I just don’t know which case or why? This is why I keep to a minimum the number of cases I work on!

At first I thought only three cases – but then this morning, I was going to see what came out on the Caylee Anthony case – to see if anything else I had gotten matched up with my psychic visions. When I went to do this I got, again – “Stop and smell the roses” This is not the first time I have gotten this. So I am going to have to keep track of when I get these sayings – and what I am doing or thinking at the time.

So, as you can tell from previous blog posts, I am trying to keep up with three current missing persons cases, besides the Caylee Anthony case. They are Haleigh Cummings missing from Satsuma Florida, Adji Desir missing from Immokalee Florida, and Robert Wiles missing from Lakeland Florida.

The sayings that keep popping into my mind are:

Stop and smell the roses
123 Stop 123 Go
Eanie Meanie Minie Mo

So, I wonder if the 123 one is actually like the children’s game Red Light Green Light 123, I don’t know.

So, if anyone has any ideas how these would fit into any of the four cases I have been looking at information on – I would appreciate any and all ideas!

Remember – post pictures of missing persons on your blog or website to keep their faces seen!

Haleigh Cumming Missing Satsuma FL March 5 2009 Update

2009-03-05T15:29:00.003-05:00

Haleigh Cummings missing from Satsuma Florida. This poor little kindergartener has been missing from her home in Putnam County, Florida for weeks now. Her family has been camped out near the home since her disappearance. It is now all over the news that the families have been asked to leave the properties they were camping on. It is unfortunate – hopefully they will find a place close by to live while they wait for Haleigh’s return.

I noticed in the news today they have requested more DNA samples for persons who have been in the home. Not sure the reasoning – may just want all their ducks in a row, incase they find something. Hopefully it wont be necessary.

Well I was requested to post my keywords – the majorities are posted on the following forum.

http://briansdreams.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=2570&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=25

(all I ask is if you copy from the forum that your reference where it came from, thanks)

I would love if someone from the Satsuma or Jacksonville area would take a look at the information we have posted and see if any of these areas make any sense. None of us are in the area, so we do all our searching online. You can’t find the placement of a dumpster online! LOL so local help would be great.

The other day I was pondering if I should send what I had received to Law Enforcement. I decided to do that! I figured they know the case and area better than I; so I forwarded it to them. Now what they decide to do with it is their decision. They may decide some of it makes sense – then again they could say oh – it’s from some psychic! LOL But, at least I know I tried.

This is not of importance to the case – I’m just curious if Haleigh liked Elephants and the circus? I know a strange question – but then again I’m a little different! LOL So if any family member reads this and wants to comment on the Elephants and circus I would love to hear from you.

My prayers and thoughts are with Haleigh Cummings and her family and friends.Please post information about Haleigh or a missing person in your area on your blog or website – keep their faces seen!

Adji Desir Missing Florida Boy Update

2009-03-05T09:34:00.003-05:00

Adji Desir, missing Florida boy, was shown and discussed on the Nancy Grace show last night, March 4, 2009! Yes! He is starting to get the media coverage that is needed to find him. I was thrilled when I flipped over to her show last night and there was little Adji. They even spoke about his case for a time period.

They believe due to his mental capacity; he probably did not wander off on his own. Of course, that is what I got in the case. Law Enforcement stated he was last seen less then 100 feet from his grandmother’s home, and disappeared within a 15-minute window of time. I hope my vision of Adji is correct because that would mean he is safe and well taken care of. Law Enforcement stated they have received more viable leads in the case because of the America’s Most Wanted show.

I hope and pray that one of the leads they have received will lead directly to Adji Desir, and bring him home safely to his family. Please help find Adji or a missing person from your area, by posting their picture on your websites and blogs! It is so important to keep their pictures out there!

Haleigh Cummings Missing Florida Girl Tips

2009-03-03T19:01:00.003-05:00

I was checking the forums I frequent to see if there were any updates on the Haleigh Cummings case. I ran across an article about police visiting a neighbors house to see if their doorbell chimed like a grandfather clock! That one was a little strange. Here is the link to the article:

http://www.clickorlando.com/news/18842351/detail.html

So, what type of tip do you think lead to such a thing? Could a psychic have given that information?

On another forum I read the other day - a psychic went to Satsuma, FL and handed one of the detectives the information he had on the case.

I have been sitting here today wondering if I should send some of the keywords and descriptions to Law Enforcement? I have only done that in one other case. They never responded! LOL Not that I really thought they would. Did I get some of the information correct - yes. Does some of the information still make no sense to me - definitely, but then again everyone in that case lies. I doubt we will ever know how Caylee was killed and if her body had been moved a number of times before it was found.

Gosh, I know the information I have been given on Haleigh may or may not be correct - or more specifically I may have misinterpreted it; but me searching the internet to see if it makes sense is not helping Haleigh. Should I or shouldn't I forward the basic information to Law Enforcement? The media makes psychic information seem like a joke - but they don't live our lives. We didnt ask to be the way we are things just happen to come to us - then they just happen to come true!

I dont have specific information as to where Haleigh is - I sure wish I did. I have words - phrases- pictures given to me in my mind - a name - but just a first one - which could also be the name of something. Most doesnt make any sense to me - why should it - Im not involved in the case, but could it mean something to those working the case - maybe? Oh my what to do?

Please if anyone has any information about the whereabouts of poor little Haleigh Cummings please please please contact law enforcement. They say you dont have to give your name - please give this family the peace of mind they need! If it were your child or a relative of yours you would want someone to come forward! Things happen - people make mistakes - we are all human - so have a heart and tell what you know to help someone else!

Robert Wiles Kidnapping Case - FBI updates March 3 2009

2009-03-03T18:01:00.003-05:00

I was reading on the WFTV channel 9 website an update on Robert Wiles case was posted today. I pulled these from the article:

The FBI and the victim's family revealed new information at their headquarters in Maitland Tuesday about the people they believe are responsible.

Eyewitness News has learned the FBI knows exactly who kidnapped Robert Wiles last April. Investigators say they live or work in Orlando, Lakeland or Melbourne. But before they make an arrest, they need and want information about the suspects and tips about where Wiles may be to help build their case.

The FBI won't reveal suspect names. Eyewitness News found out details in a ransom note the family received proves it's someone with intimate details about Robert's personal life and the inner workings of the family business, possibly an employee.

The full article: http://www.wftv.com/news/18841333/detail.html

Well, I find that information sort of odd. The reason being if people in these areas do not know the names of the individuals – how are we supposed to assist with information about them? They know exactly who they are – but says they live or work in one of the three named areas? I find it odd and confusing. I am sure they are doing this for a reason, I just don’t understand.

Since I’m sure the kidnappers are keeping up with the case and FBI has informed the media that they know exactly who they are – then why not put their names out there as persons of interest? Then again, if they think the people responsible possibly include an employee – gosh they are probably right up to date with the case! I don’t think I would want to be an employee of National Flight Services, right at the moment.

So, I would gather then the possibility of the reading I did the other day, would make sense – maybe. Only in that the father would be shocked to know who was really behind this. The second part would be the two names and possible positions held within that company or another one. Maybe it is their company? Hmmmm…. Also, that the supposed dinner was hush-hush because it would be a big score; Robert would have trusted someone within the company that set up the dinner. I wish I could have understood all that I was given.

Of course, I am only human and could have misinterpreted the information I was given while doing a psychic picture reading. Then again maybe the names or position would help? Hopefully, the FBI searches for blogs with information pertaining to their cases!

If you have any information you feel would be of assistance with the Robert Wiles kidnapping please contact the FBI. This poor family needs to find their son!

Psychic Visions in Missing Person Cases

2009-03-01T19:31:00.003-05:00

I try to keep the number of cases I work on to a minimum, due to not wanting to get any confusion between them. On some cases I only do a picture read on the individual or family members to see what I can get. Others seem to invade my life; I get attached.

I have two cases right now which are very dear to me, and I try to see if any updates are occuring in the cases. Unfortunately the two cases seem to be lacking in clues for the investigators. I hope and pray these two poor children will be found soon.

I do post some visions or dreams with information on a site I frequent. If you are interested in seeing what I have received in visions or dreams, feel free to visit the cases on Brians Dreams.

If you are a family member of one of the cases I try to receive information on -PLEASE remember I am only human and can misinterpret the information. I will always continue to hope and pray that all missing persons are returned safely to their families - no matter what information I receive.

If someone lives in the immediate area of one of the cases I work - wow I would love to hear from you. Maybe you can tell me if any of the information makes sense.

Please pray for all the missing persons and their families.

Missing Person - Robert Wiles - Kidnapped Lakeland Florida 2008

2009-03-01T17:58:00.009-05:00

I don’t usually post any of the visions or opinions, whatever you prefer them to be called, on my blog. Since law enforcement has requested even gut instincts, I will in this case. Remember, I am only human so these few words may not have any meaning what so ever – then again – who knows.

First of all, I get that Robert definitely had a sense of humor. I sense he had a supposed diner meeting. The meeting was a setup for the kidnapping; it was kept hush-hush because it would have been how he would say a “big score.” They have a knife and they did not fly into the Lakeland Airport. The person is someone he thought to be a friend but the people who actually kidnapped him were “wise cracks” to do the dirty work. They were possibly of Hispanic origin. His father would be floored if he knew who was really behind this. Tell them to back track. A couple of names came to mind: Allen and Lionel also CEO CFO.

To the family of Robert Wiles: I hope one day your son will return. I cannot even begin to know the pain and heartache you must be experiencing. Please know that my thoughts and prayers are with you and Robert.

Missing Florida Girl Haleigh Cummings

2009-02-26T11:30:00.006-05:00

The Haleigh Cummings missing child case has seen a bit more publicity then poor Adji Desir, but as time goes on the media coverage, of course begins to fade. It is unfortunate for all the families involved with missing persons, the leads begin to dwindle as time progresses and therefore the media coverage declines too.

As I watch the news or search the Internet; it is overwhelming the number of minors which are missing in this country! Whether it be a teenager who has run away in hopes of a better life or an infant who vanishes into thin air - the poor children of our society are taking the brunt of the evil in today's world. Something drastic needs to be done to provide our children with a safe environment in which to grow. I don't have the answers on how to protect our children from the evil within our society, because the evil is everywhere. Some of these children are fleeing the negative within their home lives and others are being randomly taken by evil persons outside their families. Unfortunately, at this time only a Miracle will solve this major problem.

If you have not checked your local area for missing children cases - maybe you should take a few minutes to search your area - you will probably be shocked! Visit the National Center for Missing & Exploited Children. The site has a search available - Search your area now! See if you can be of any assistance in the cases within your area. Gosh with the internet now if everyone with a web page, blog, myspace, facebook or email address put information about a missing child from their area or anywhere - they would be plastered around the world! Let's use the internet for some Good! We are always hearing the negative about the internet and children - let's do something positive for OUR CHILDREN!

I hope you will all take the time to choose a missing child to help find!

Missing Florida Boy Adji Desir

2009-02-22T10:16:00.004-05:00

Adji Desir doesn't seem to be getting the media attention of other missing children. It is unfortunate and I can only guess as to why. It is just my opinion, since there is no controversy in his case - the media does not have as much interest. The poor family must watch the television coverage of other missing children and wonder why are they not continuing to cover our son? I feel for them.

I know I do not have hundreds or thousands of readers, but I hope those of you who do read this will try to get his picture and information out to everyone you know. Since he has not been found locally - he could be anywhere!! So, even if you live in New York or California please pass on his information. If someone did take Adji they could be passing him off as a relative or foster child, they are taking care of. Look at his picture - does he look familiar? Remember the family says he does not speak; so he can not tell you who he is or where he is from!

I know sometimes people do not want to get involved for fear of being wrong about a siting or dealing with Law Enforcement, but it is better to be wrong about a siting then to just let it go when there is a possibility it is the missing child! To find out later you were right to be suspicious and did not follow through would be worse.

I found a new site for Adji Desir today and wanted to pass along the site to everyone.
Please take a look and pass this and his picture out to everyone you know, PLEASE!

http://www.findadji.com/

I hope we can all join together and find Adji! My thoughts and prayers are with him and his family.

Missing Children Need Everyone's Help

2009-02-02T08:40:00.004-05:00

Recently I have been drawn to missing children cases. I feel for all the members of the families not only the missing child. The circumstances regarding each case can be similar in some aspects and completely different in others. The complexity of a missing child case seems so overwhelming. It is difficult for people to comprehend and deal with all the emotions and keep their mind on the facts. The motherly and fatherly instincts kick in – the protectiveness has a mind of it’s own. Thank goodness. But we must contain our resentment and forge ahead together in helping to find these young persons who need ALL of us.

The reason for the caps in ALL is because through reading posts or blogs on the internet, regarding these poor missing children, some sites seem to bad mouth other sites or types of individuals. Ok, well mainly they badmouth psychics or sensitives, whatever names you would like to use. If they would put their energy into assisting the (I’ll use the word psychic – just because everyone seems to know that reference) psychic with the information given they might be amazed at the outcome. A person who is good at investigating could help the psychic in understanding the symbolism and applying it to the case.

Many psychics receive the information via visions or sounds. Misinterpretation is not an uncommon thing, because they are human. An example for better understanding would be a psychic receiving the word – skyline. So, the psychic needs to realize this is a word. Now those not familiar with receiving the visions or sounds may let their human brain jump to the conclusion – it is near a skyline somewhere. Well of course, that could be anywhere! LOL. But if you take the information as it was given – just a word- google it!

It happens to also be a car made by Nissan, or the name of a street, business, or apartment complex. Therefore, if we combined our efforts and used everyone’s special gifts, we would all make a better team in finding these poor missing children.

We all have special gifts, which can be included in the search for missing persons:

Investigative abilities: to pour over the facts and leads
Psychic abilities: to receive intuitive information – medium, remote viewing, etc
Writing abilities: to get the word out and keep it out there
Artistic abilities: to draw a suspect or person of interest or age progression
Detail oriented abilities: to assist in keeping all the information in order
Physical abilities: to assist in foot searches
Baking and cooking abilities: to help feed the searchers

These are just a few of the abilities, which can work together in assisting the homecoming of all our missing children.

One site I have found that seems to have many persons with a vast number of abilities is:
http://briansdreams.com/forum/. If you would like to share your abilities on that forum, I’m sure you will be very welcome, I was.

I hope everyone reading this will join in the effort to find all this missing persons, whether they be young or old, they are ALL very important individuals that deserve our help.

The Frustrations with Missing Person Cases

2009-02-01T09:52:00.002-05:00

I am unsure why God has given me certain gifts. Understanding why and how to use them seems to be the major question in my life. Though many areas of my life seem to be in turmoil, the idea of helping others seems to help me emotionally. I had been giving free readings on a site I belong to, but have only done a few recently. I have been focusing the time I have on missing person cases.

Although my information does not always seem to be 100% accurate, some info on one case did agree with what has been now found to be fact in the case. Unfortunately, it was not enough to have found the missing person or answer more questions that have now come about regarding the case. At first, I was very upset about all the information not matching where I thought the person was. It was a very difficult day. Then another person who has “gifts” told me to look at what I had been given to see all that was correct and not focus on what has not been shown to be so yet. Especially in this case there are still so many unanswered questions and all may never come out, so you may not be wrong at all! It really helped me thru my doubts.

It took me a bit, but then decided to try and see what I could get on another case. I have since posted that information on a site, but unfortunately the young person has not been found as of yet. I hope and pray that he is found safe and happy.

I was requested to do a reading on a young woman that has been missing for a number of years. I decided to try. I hope some day they will be able to find her so her family can begin to heal.

Why I initially began to write this morning was as I decided to see if anyone else had posted any visions or updates on a case – there were none. I find it very difficult to understand why one missing child case receives so much more media coverage then another missing child. These children all deserve to be kept in the public eye to assist in finding them. What causes the media or law enforcement not to publicize and keep these poor children on the front page? One case is bombarded and has been in the media non-stop since July 2008 while a young boy who went missing more recently – and has still yet to be found – is never mentioned?

The cases I am referring to are only in my state at the time. But is this happening elsewhere too? How can we keep these missing children in the public eye? I guess this is a dilemma many people have already posed, but it is very frustrating. I know some missing persons associations are trying to help this matter, but the question is – what else can we do?

My Psychic Journey Involving Missing Persons Continues

2008-11-16T13:14:00.002-05:00

My psychic journey involving missing person’s cases continues. I was going to do it as one blog entry, but decided it would have been too long for anyone to read! LOL I’m not implying my reader’s have a short attention span, just it is a separate case.

While contemplating the reasons I am given information which I cannot do anything with, I was scanning thru a forum on missing persons. Yeah, you would think I would know better – but for some reason I am being drawn in this direction – so I followed.

I was lead to a case. As soon as I clicked the button – there was a photo! Gosh, those who know me realize I am a photo reader. I began getting feelings, ASAP! What was I supposed to do – just stop! No not me.

So I went with the flow. Only God knows why. I noted what I was receiving. But then I went back to the forum and realized – on this case there was no request for psychic visions or dreams, and the mother of the missing person is a member of the forum. Oh, now I had a dilemma. A learning experience I had to process. It made me really stop and think about “missing persons” and their families. I cannot give or offer any visions to families that have not requested such. Who am I to assume I have the correct information, only God knows the answers.

So I went back to my notes and put a comment about learning to provide information to families, only if requested to do so. For the information may not be correct. I could have accidentally misinterpreted symbolism I was receiving. I could not post this information anywhere. Someone reading the information may too assume things that are not really said or given. For example: Say I heard a gunshot – that does not necessarily mean the person was shot. All it would mean is a gun was fired at some point. See it is very hard to keep yourself from assuming things when you are given symbols or sounds, etc.

Well, I later went back to the forum – after learning the moral lesson of not posting my vision – because it was not requested. Low and behold a new topic was posted from the mother of the missing person. Yup, requesting information via visions and dreams! Sometimes I think I am gonna lose my mind. See what I mean – I keep being lead in this direction – something always happens. I just don’t know what to do?

I did message the mother because I took it as a sign. I did not give her the reading information. What I did do is explain what happened and tried to explain to her that many psychics receive a lot of information – such as in another missing persons case and sometimes we are right and sometimes we are wrong. Please remember this when and if psychics do start sending her information. We are only human and God is the only one that knows the answers and will reveal them when he feels it is the right time.

She did message me back and I sent her some of the reading – with a continued request to remember I am only human. The information I did receive – I do not feel will help in finding her loved one, but maybe some of it would make sense to her. I let her know that I will continue to pray for her daughter and entire family.

So my journey continues to where I have no clue. I figure one day God will explain to me why I am given this information and what in the heck I am supposed to do with it! Until then I continue on my path.

Reflections of a Psychic - Missing Person Case

2008-11-16T09:36:00.005-05:00

My journey as a psychic seems to take many paths that cause me to reflect on so much more then just the readings themselves. Trying to understand why I go in different directions with my readings and then questioning, "why I am given this information?" For many years I have wanted to be able to help people with the "gifts" I have been given. I could never figure out how to actually help.

Thru my past experiences this year, I seem to be heading down the path of working with Law Enforcement in solving cases. If you follow my blog, you can see this connection from past blogs. But, I have been really confused as to how to follow this in actual life.

Well, one case struck me and so I did try to connect with the missing person. I did this on several occasions over the past month. I received some rather disturbing information - but nothing that would assist in the finding of the person, until a few days ago.

The information I received - was a bit detailed - but still not an exact location - which is needed by the police to actually find the person. I knew there was no way I would know the area or the street name I was given! This caused me much anxiety because what could I do with this information? Thank goodness my husband and girls accept me as I am! My husband told me to call the police department and provide them with what I had been given. He too knew I could not come up with this information on my own. I showed him on mapquest and he said to let them know. I then showed my two oldest girls and they too said - tell them mom.Easier said then done.

For me this would be a giant step in letting the "outside" world know I am different. Would they think I was a crackpot? My family's response was "Who cares what other people think" Gosh, they are right - but I have always felt the need to protect my family from the skeptics.

So, like it seems thousands of psychics have - I emailed the information I was given to the appropriate law enforcement agency.No response from Law Enforcement. I'm not surprised - who am I to them. I’m just a middle-aged lady who has given them yet another psychic tip. Yes, I know I may not be right about where the body is - why would I be given the location?Can I go out and search this location myself? No, I cannot go searching around private property. I’m liable to get myself shot!

So, another thing in my life that I have to just put in God's hands. I have to accept, if God wants this person found and I have been given the information, then he will lead the police department to me from my email or he will let the searchers find her in another way. It is God who is the only one in control of the situation. We are all here to learn lessons and so it is just a waiting game until all involved realize what they have to learn.

Received a Couple More Messages

2008-10-16T15:41:00.002-04:00

Gosh here are a couple more messages I just received! I'm kinda a little nervous about the last one! But it definitely made me stop and think. I don't consider myself flirting with disaster, I am a very quiet and good person. I had made a decision and was gonna do something I felt would kinda give the person whom is causing havoc in my life a little phone grief. But I guess I better rethink that!!!

I’m searching for answers I may not find
They are hidden in this life of mine
To whom the answers lie are few
For only god can decide what to do

If you live your life among the good
You are sure to reap what is good
But lacking the abilities to decide what’s right
Will surely send you into strife.

Stop and think before you do
Because the outcome could confuse you
You think your headed in the right direction
But in reality there is a question?

Your life is going too fast to comprehend what is really best
You have to stop and think it twice
Or things might happen not so nice.
Stop flirting with disaster.

Why are these popping in My Mind?

2008-10-13T21:30:00.002-04:00

Ok now I am really confused. I was sitting here again and these poetry things keep popping in my mind. These were written in seconds?? Any ideas?

As life passes us by we must presume all is not a miracle but life in bloom
To take a path that is unknown our fears will be swallowed up against the doom
To those that figure all is well hopefully they don’t stumble in the well
The well of life abundant to some is an endless pit to those unknown
So give to thee and receive from none the gift of life is a conundrum

To pass life by is all but done
Our earthly bodies belong to none
For what we learn is ours to keep
The good Lord knows what we shall reap
It is only he that can provide
The information that we hide
We know not why we choose this life
But a lesson learned will suffice

Life is Like a Butterfly

2008-10-13T19:56:00.003-04:00

I was just sitting here about to type a message to someone and this popped into my mind. I do not know why? So I just wrote it down????? Maybe I'm just really tired from all that life seems to be throwing my way, and I love Butterflies! LOL

Life is like a butterfly
Always flittering around
All I ask is God’s help
In showing me where to land.

Life goes by in a flash
My wings flapping so
Destined to fly again
Not exactly sure where to go

If only Life could be so simple
A flitter and a flap
Guided by the hands of God
To the perfect spot to Nap.

Meeting My Old Friend and Psychic!

2008-10-13T14:46:00.005-04:00

My psychic journey has taken me here and there and everywhere! This phase of my life is full of so much turmoil and psychic adventure. As I was packing up some belongings in my home, I kept coming across an old friend and psychic's phone number. I also found a journal which stated I met her in 1995! She had done a few readings for me between 1995 and 1998.

As I reviewed a couple of readings, she had been right on - even though some of them took years to come true. It was amazing. I picked up the phone and called the number I kept finding. I really didn't expect her to answer, she was older when I first met her. I was shocked when she answered the phone. I told her my name and she remembered me! Also, asked about a couple of relatives of mine!

We scheduled to meet the following Thursday. I told her I had to go out of town for a few days and would be back before Thursday. Unfortunately, a few minutes after I spoke with her we received the upsetting news, our friend had been shot. I did go out of town - but to a different location - to be with our friend.

I came home to be with the kids - and was able to make my meeting too. I really needed to see her since all this other tragedy had occurred.

It was great to see her - she is as wonderful as ever! She had told me years ago, I was very psychic. At that time I was experiencing some things - visions of accidents - but nothing more. I told her things were exploding for me in a number of psychic related areas and I was not sure how to use these to help people.

She did about 5 readings on me and people associated with me. It was very enlightening and interesting. She uses many different Tarot card decks for her readings. It seems the most obvious thing in all these readings is - I am psychic! LOL

During different readings it always came up that I am a Healer! She had no idea of the situation with my friend at this point. But she asked me who was having terrible difficulty breathing? My friend was on a ventilator. So I did acknowledge a friend on a ventilator. She then went on to say you are trying to Heal him! "You caught me!" Yes, he would be my first ever try at healing. I explained I have tried for years to understand Reiki, but it just doesn't make sense to me. She told me not to bother going that route, I don't need to. I was chosen to "heal" and people pay thousands of dollars to be able to do what you can do naturally! Wow. She said to continue what I was doing and that I was helping him. This of course made me feel a lot better.

During the numerous readings - healing was always shown in the cards. She was overwhelmed by the continuous reference to healing. She also was getting the medium and prophecy. She also saw and felt I would use my gifts to help find missing children. My friend told me to hold a piece of clothing of the missing child and see if I could pick up on anything. Sounds interesting, but how do you ask a parent for a piece of a missing child's clothing. See that is where I get lost!

I want to be able to help people with my gifts, but am still unsure as to how or what direction to go. She also let me know it is ok to charge for your time associated with your gift. You have to pay your bills too she said. Donating time is a good thing to do when you can.

During the general reading she told me she sees me doing something with computers. I don't know computers much except to get on here and write - she says that may be exactly how you are to use your gift. People will get to know you and feel who you are. You were choosen - Just listen to your guides. Oh my I guess I should start that other Blog they were telling me to do!

As she was reading for my husband - Our friend kept showing up in the cards so she decided to do a reading on him. She said your friend is not able to talk at this time, but you are helping him. He is in a very good hospital, (which he is in one of the top trauma centers in the US) She said if he feels he will be a burden - he will give up. He is fighting - getting better - I am his Channel. He has enemies! That is when I told her he had been shot - six times! I would have never thought he would have any enemies - he is one of the most caring and giving people I know. But if you knew the whole story - then maybe him having an unknown enemy would make what happened to him make more sense.

Well the other stuff is more on the personal nature. (Sis, I'll email you that stuff.) But what I really have taken from visiting her is; I am psychic and was chosen to lead a life involving my gifts. I will now try to move forward on this journey - my guides will lead and show me the way - I just need to work on my confidence and put myself out there and not worry about what other people think of me!

Thank you my dear friend

Wow! Pulled a Card for the Day

2008-10-13T12:20:00.002-04:00

Well, I was going to put my Tarot cards away from my adventures with the children last night - when I decided to ask for a card to guide me thru today.

It sure put a smile on my face when it was the "Justice" card. I hope it continues to be a positive day - and justice does prevail!

I hope the "evil" that attacked our friend and family over the past year will somehow receive what is deserved.

Any positive energy you could send our way would be very much appreciated.

Now I Know Why October 13th is a Special Day!

2008-10-13T12:06:00.003-04:00

I have been wondering all morning why this date seems to be a special date. I even asked my oldest daughter if she knew why. I couldn't think of anyones birthday or anniversary on this date. I was searching my brain to figure it out - it was driving me crazy! (Not unusual for me!)

Then my husband called! Our dear friend that was shot six times on October 1, 2008; is now breathing on his own!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What a wonderful day October 13, 2008 is!

I Laughed So Hard I Cried!

2008-10-13T07:00:00.003-04:00

Oh my, I laughed so hard last night I cried! I guess another way to look at psychic humor. As I sit here to try and type this, I can not help but let a giggle escape.

A couple of my girls started asking about psychic things and if I could do a reading on one of their boyfriends. He was there too. I explained, I have never actually done a live reading. I do my readings via photos, but had just started reading a book I was given, which tries to explain live readings. Of course the idea of all three of them staring at me - I didnt think I could do it.

I offered to get out my Tarot cards and give that a try. I explained that being I am their mom, I kinda know them to well and it might effect how I read the cards. It is just like when I try to read for myself. But I did do a three card reading on each of them and the cards did seem to fit.

I know not funny yet! LOL You know how one thing leads to another. We continued to talk about psychic gifts and medium readings that I also do. One of the girls asked if I could reach her Uncle. She went and got a picture and I tried looking at it - but with everyone looking at me I could not do anything.

They were asking a bunch of questions and then she asked if I could reach her father. I felt that he was there with us and tried to communicate. We tried one experiment but it didnt work. So they wanted me to ask him to do something so they would know that he was around. My brother in law, (one's father) has a tendency to mess with electrical things. So I asked him to do something so the girls would know he was around. His daughter was so trying to convince me she would not be scared. So I went ahead with it, but I asked him to do something that would not scare the crap out of them, yet they would know something happened. As I was asking my other girl - said oh! The lights flickered. But I had my eyes closed and the others were looking down so she was the only one that saw.

They really wanted to see something - but since I am so used to doing this in privacy, I went into the bedroom (saying I had to use the bathroom) and asked him to do something now so they would know. As I walk back out into the kitchen they said the lights just flickered. I said "yes" and made a motion. She automatically said - you asked him to do that while you were in there didnt you? Caught! LOL

We continue with our psychic talking and about how I think things happen. She really wanted more. They wanted him to turn on the oven. I'm like I have never asked for anyone to do such things like that. So I asked him to do something electrical within the next 20 minutes for them to have some proof. Well, it was 10:35 and my alarm clock went off! This seems to be a way he communicates with me alot. So they look at me and I said ok, there he is. My alarm clock is not set! Go look at it! They would not go without me! LOL We got in there and as I said the alarm clock was not set!

I guess they were on a roll about communicating with him. Well, the boyfriend is still a skeptic, so I was sitting at the table wishing his phone would ring and scare the crap out of him. All of a sudden I hear a phone ring - but it's not any of ours. We guessed it must have been the tv in the other room. So I said - "Oh well, I asked him to do "boyfriends" phone so it would convince him. Then one of the girls said, "oh come on just do something funny!" Two seconds later, my phone rings! OMG the look of terror on her face and she screamed so loud I'm surprised she didnt wake up the others in the house. And of course her screaming caused the other one to scream as a reaction.! I was laughing so hard I had tears streaming down my face!

As I try to type this I am beginning to cry with laughter again. I can just picture her face. I'm thinking to myself - Oh yeah, she's not scared but the look of terror on her face was unbelievable! I was laughing so hard when I answered the phone, my husband could not understand what I was saying. Oh I needed that laugh!

I think that will be one of those memories they will have forever - which will be spoken of for years to come! I know it's probably one of those - you had to be there moments - but I am sure glad I was there!

Not Sure Where to Start or Where I Left Off!

2008-10-12T09:13:00.002-04:00

My life has been crazy for quite a while - going in so many directions. It has caused me to reflect on numerous events and thoughts throughout my life.

We have been living in this house for about 9 years gosh this month! It appears we must sell our home due to our unforseen financial situation. Yes it is difficult but the house is a material object - and family is more important than things. My beliefs tell me things happen for a reason, I just can't seem to figure out why. Our financial situtation is due to my husband's partner - not being honest and straight forward. So a lesson learned - do not go into partnerships! All people are not as they want you to believe.

We decided it would be easier to sell our home if most of our items were already packed and out of the way. I began packing up all my collections and papers I have accumulated in my life. Boy, it's amazing what I have come across in this sort of cleansing of my home. It seemed everytime I opened a box or drawer - there was something related to my psychic journey! I look at the dates on notes of visions or dreams and wow I really have been on this journey my entire life!

My experiences and gifts have been going in full force for gosh longer then I realized myself, living it everyday you become accustomed to it. Reflecting back with these notes and items it really brings things to light. Wow - this is the path I was to take - but I still don't understand what I am to do with these gifts.

As I plundered through - I kept coming to a name and phone number of an old friend. I really was unsure if this person was still alive - since she was an older woman when I met her in 1995! I haven't seen her in 10+ years! But I grabbed my phone and dialed the number - she picked up! She is alive and well and still living in the same place! WOW.

Of course, with the direction I have been heading, yes she is a psychic! LOL She remembered me and we chatted for a few minutes. It was amamzing all she remembered about me? Guess not if you think about it - but I was still amazed. We scheduled a time to meet the next week. I was so excited I went and told my husband. As I told him - he was out packing the garage - he said wait a second I have David's readings (my now deceased Brother in Law)! Yes and one was done by my friend I just called!

A few minutes after that - life hit us hard again??? I just can not understand what is going on in my universe! We received a phone call that my husband's best friend (whom my children call uncle) had been shot 3 times and airlifted to a trauma center 4 hours away from us.

I am not sure which direction I am going in anymore. These are just a couple examples of my life - I should write a book. The only problem is no one would believe it was true! All these problems in one way or another lead to ONE person, the partner! I just don't understand WHY? Yes even the shooting is related. Its a long story - that is why I say a book!

I did come back in town and did see my friend. I will write another post shortly and let you know how our connection went!

So Much Going On

2008-10-11T08:09:00.003-04:00

I have so much Popping in My Mind both personally and psychically - I have to calm it down before I can even try to put it into words. Bear with me - hopefully later today or tomorrow morning I will have the opportunity to write.

I have been dealing with an emergency and psychic awareness together since October 1st.

Have a wonderful day and stay tuned for some ramblings of a psychic - soon - I promise

I Know This is a Life Changing Sign

2008-09-29T10:14:00.004-04:00

I have been given a sign I can not ignore, but I do not know what exactly I am supposed to do. I feel a bit strange and guarded as I write this, which is not like me at all - when it comes to writing that is. I am an extremely shy person verbally, but enjoy writing. So, here goes what has transpired.

My previous couple of posts have related to experiences within the last couple of days. After I wrote the prior post this morning, I received a sign - or rather put two and two together but haven't gotten to four yet. After posting I decided to go and see about how you add your blogs to different blog catalogs. I'm a computer novice, so I googled. As I added this blog to a catalog, I thought - I really need to start the new blog I received insight for when I was meditating a couple of weeks ago. I thought should I do it under the blogs I already have or start a new one?

Then I zoned! I remembered searching psychic under this blog catalog to see where to place mine. That is the last thing I remember specifically. As I came to, so to speak, I was on Allison DuBouis website. She will be giving a seminar in October about an hour from me! The price is too expensive for me right now. I didn't remember her name as I was typing my previous blog - but there she was. As I was about to leave her site I noticed on the top menu there was a blog. I went and started reading and that is when I knew I was there for a reason! In her blog about places she had visited and had seminars; she mentioned a town in New York named Lily Dale and it said it was a town where all the members are mediums. I stopped in my tracks! This can not be, I have never heard of the town, with all my psychic searches etc.

As soon as I read that name - my heart jumped. I had been packing up my dining room crystal which had been in the cabinets ever since we moved in nine years ago. My youngest daughter was looking at a little crystal piece, kinda the size of a shot glass. It had been engraved with a couple of words. I remembered the piece because it had red with the etching on it. It was one of the items my mother in law had given me with all her crystal almost 20 years ago. I thought the etching was the name of the crystal company or something. She asked me what it said because it was in cursive. I remember telling her it says "Lily Dale."

I jumped up from the computer to double check that my memory was correct. I had to unpack the item to see if I was losing my mind or not! I found it and sure enough it says "Lily Dale." To make things stranger, my mother in law never believed in "mediums." Back when she was alive she accepted that I believed differently from her, and we would have conversations about my beliefs. We even made a pact if she passed before I, she would communicate with me if my beliefs were correct. On her death bed we had one more conversation and agreed on the type of communication we would have. So I would know it was really her. Only she and I knew what it would be!

Well, of course, she is able to communicate!

Then I started thinking - this piece has been in my cabinet for almost 20 years to the date. How many times have I seen this piece and never thought anything? Why today am I now being told about this piece? I feel this is a definite sign of something I should be doing or following. The question is how and what am I supposed to be doing - where is this part of me being lead? I have always wanted to help people, but i doubt myself tremendously. I accepted I am the way I am and have been doing free readings on a site for over a year now, but it's like there is a new step I should be taking. What is that step?

I tried asking for more guidance before I wrote this, but the dogs kept barking at the birds! LOL

My poor husband that didnt get sleep due to my tossing and turning - is not sure where the piece came from. He knows it was his moms but not sure how she came to have it. Maybe his grandmother but he is not sure. Says he'll have to think about it!

If anyone has any ideas - feel free to leave me a comment.

The crystal piece is sort of the size of a shot glass with a six pionted star on the bottom the top half is red with the etching "Lily Dale"

My Life Seems to be Imaging a TV Show Medium!

2008-09-29T08:00:00.004-04:00

Oh my gosh! I woke up again thinking - I feel like the medium on the TV show, "Medium." I used to feel sorry for the husband whom would be woken up because his wife was having dream visions and the tossing and turning disturbed him. Now my husband and I are in the same situation.

Again last night I am tossing and turning - woke him up. Thank goodness he knows how I am, so he just asked what was going on. I gave him a brief explanation. This actually helps because many times after i receive something - I forget! He seems to remember what I said - but I don't tell him the whole thing, so the details still aren't there.

I wish I could be like the "medium" on TV - where I can actually remember everything that I am given! Maybe one day.

He's Buried in John's Backyard

2008-09-26T08:17:00.006-04:00

A strange title to a even stranger vision/dream. I am very confused by a dream/vision I had last night. My husband asked me. "How do you know it wasn't just a dream?" Well, it was just different. Yeah, he gave me that look. But somethings I can just tell now, it's hard to explain to someone who doesn't experience the same things I do. Whether this is an actual thing that has happened or will happen, I can not say. Time is only relevant to us here on Earth. Could it also be possibly a lesson to learn with the death having symbolism? Maybe, but this seemed more like we need to give you this information.

I know I have been given this information before and still can't remember the specifics, even though I knew I had to remember. This is an awful feeling. I woke up at 3am and realized I couldn't remember the specifics I needed. Ugh, it is driving me crazy. After about an hour trying to force myself to remember - it popped into my head, "I feel like the medium on the TV show "Medium." I was given information but can't do anything about it because I can't remember it all. And why is this information being given to me? I don't remember how I relate to the information or if I do at all?

This post should be called "The Ramblings of a Confused Psychic!" LOL good thing I can still find humor in myself.

So, you are all probably asking, "Well, what do you remember?" Not much, but here it goes in case it means something to someone I have read for before. I say that because I have been there before, so to speak. It is not the first time I have been shown this information, but I can't remember how far back I received it.

Here goes:

I remember seeing myself standing in a house - just a regular middle/low income home - I think the home is a bit older - not new. I am in the kitchen area which opens up to a seating area if you look over the counter. There are no overhead cabinets between this part of the kitchen and I can see the chair and sofa directly. Someone has brought me to this place, but I don't know who - I think it is a female. Now, that person knows I am a medium - all of a sudden I "see" like I do - ah vision - a man sitting in the chair to the left of the couch, straight ahead of me. That is where he died - was murdered. But the man who murdered him took his body and buried it in "John's Backyard." Now the problem being - I was given the full name of the person murdered and I can't remember it! And I was given the first name of the murderer! The only name I can remember is "John." So, is John the murderer or the victim? Did John bury the person in his backyard, or did they take John back to his house and bury him in his own backyard?" Whoever the victim was this was not his home he was murdered in.

My understanding of the situation is the police know who murdered this man but they can not find the body. Without the body they can not prove the murder. This was not a premeditated murder, something happened while this man was visiting this home.

Now after I see and get the above information, I am then visioned to the victim- um not sure that is worded correctly. It's as if I am then communicating with the victim instead of the first person (spirit) that brought me into the situation. So, the victim then shows me a young lady maybe in late teens early 20's? Not sure - I think she has some sort of knitted type cap on her head. She is lead by I don't know who - to a neighbors house. She stays there for a little while and then comes back. As we return to the original home he starts to give me very detailed information - NO I don't remember it! But I knew as he was giving the information it was extremely important! So much so I tried to make notes about it, using a keyboard? But of course, that doesn't work! LOL

So, that is where I am at now! Lost in the space between spirit and earth. Who, Why, Where and When I do not know. The only other name that has popped into my head is Sylvester - not sure if may be another first name or the last name of the victim? I have no idea where or how this female plays into the picture either, except that she knows I am a medium?

Well, if I can retrieve any other information - I'll let you all know.

I'm Back!

2008-09-23T13:32:00.004-04:00

Went away for a little while in hopes of getting my mind somewhat straight! LOL I did work on a couple of things, but need to get it worked out a bit more.

I was just trying to "chill" and thought I would google, free psychic advice, oh my what we find. I was very disappointed out how commercial the psychic industry has become. It seems everyone wants to jump in on the action. As I read a couple of sites information it was easy to tell by the writings, the people writing the articles had no idea about being psychic. All they were wanting to do is put up their advertisements for psychic readings by others. Guess those clicks are important. To actually read their articles was a joke!

Well I guess I will have to go out there and do a blog about a real psychic with experiences and advice - but the problem being - I dont know how to get a large number of readers? I appreciate all of my current readers on here and hope that you will decide to follow my other blog too.

The new blog will be under a new name and author, but I will add it here on my links so you can get to it!

Hope all is well with everyone!

My Sister is an Artist

2008-09-10T08:54:00.004-04:00

Gosh, I wish I had the talent of my sister! Kris is a very talented artist who always amazes me with her abilities. She recently sent me a picture of a painting she just did! Yes, I mean it in that she just finished it - but also in the way of - she can sit down and a few minutes later so to speak, has an amazing painting to show for it. I would have to sit for months and then not come up with anything but a stick figure! LOL Guess the artistic talent skipped me!

I have started using the picture as my photo image on a couple of sites I read and blog on! Yes, I did get her approval. Paintings are copyrighted material!

As many of my reader's know things have been kinda negative around me lately - as soon as I saw the painting - I thought how positive! I needed that. I hope you all feel the same positive energy I did when seeing it.

We Make Our Own Everyday Miracles

2008-09-07T18:29:00.003-04:00

The title may seem a bit weird, but I was not sure how to express what I was wanting to write about. Things have been very difficult for the past year - now even more so. But I try to keep my children's happiness in mind as we live this life. It came to me the other day while meditating "We make our own miracles." At the time, I wasn't really sure of the meaning. But today, and reflecting back on the past few weeks, I now understand better.

I'll start with today. Money is extremely tight but one of my daughters was invited to the homecoming dance. This is her first dance with a date and I know she really needed to go. We went shopping and while she was trying on a bunch of dresses, I prayed we would find one she liked and it would be very affordable. She didn't care for any she tried on and as she was dressing again, I told her I would go and see if maybe we missed something. We found a nice black dress in her size! How we missed it I couldn't tell you.

She tried it on and it looked great! She told me the price, $59.99 and I was like ok, then she said but it's half off! Great! While she redressed I headed to the shoe department to see what they had available. Looking thru the whole department - I told her, "Sorry, they do not have anything." She told me I'm gonna keep looking. She got to the back of the store and found a perfect looking shoe to compliment her dress, but it was too small. We about gave up then on the last row at the back was the perfect shoe in her size! You guessed it 70 % off! Great. Then a voice over the rack said, "there is an extra 40% off of that - the shoes will be $6.30!" Wow and they matched the dress exactly!

So, heading to the register - planning on paying $36.30 for the entire outfit! We were so proud of ourselves! The cashier rings up the purchase and I about fell over! She said the total is $18.30! Yes, for the great dress and perfect shoes for homecoming! Wow - a miracle. Maybe not the kind of miracle we all think about - but in itself a miracle in our lives right now!

If we had given up and not followed our gut, we would have left without the perfect dress and shoes!

Understanding your Psychic Journey

2008-09-07T09:09:00.007-04:00

Learning to understand the "gifts" I have been given has sent me in a different direction then some other gifted people - may be that is why it has taken me longer to develop my God given abilities. I've known I was different from many people, from what I consider an early age, but never knew how to learn, develop, or accept these differences.

I would go to the bookstore and look at the New Age section. I would ponder thru numerous books to see where I fit into this "New Age" thinking. Why was I being given information? I am just a regular person - just an average girl in an average life. What is the purpose and why me?As I browsed thru the books I would look for answers and understanding, but very rarely did I ever find anything to explain the answers. So many psychics have written books about how to enhance aspects of psychic development. Many of the books I placed back on the shelf, because I felt people just wanting to make a buck wrote them. They never explained how they themselves had accomplished a better understanding of their abilities from performing such exercises.

Over the years, I have purchased books, but my choices were made by my gut instinct. As I reflect back the books I did purchase seem to also explain the authors own experiences, in which I could relate.I consider my journey different from many others, in the way I learn or understand my "gifts."I'm not saying others are not right in their development - I'm just different. My differences may also be what others are going thru - they are just not spoken or written about as much. I believe the reason some of us take a different path is we do not comprehend or cannot place the importance to the "meaning" of certain things. The best way for me to explain this is to example Tarot Cards.

For years I have owned Tarot Cards. I searched and did purchase many books on the Tarot, but the books - to me - were very confusing and the information made no sense. Well, maybe they would make sense but they seemed unimportant to me. I tried and tried to get myself to learn the meanings - I became very frustrated with myself because even though I was so drawn to the "Tarot" I could not make myself learn even the basic of meanings. So why was I drawn to something this strongly. Then many years later I realized the Tarot Cards are to me, a physical item allowing me to express my psychic gifts. It was like I needed something tangible to say "ok your not crazy."I have had the same Tarot Cards for many many years! I cannot even tell you what deck it is! LOL Like I said the importance of such things doesn't matter to me. I have learned to look at the cards and certain things pop into my head. What could be important in one reading with a certain card can mean something totally different in another reading. I am probably some Tarot readers’ worst nightmare! Actually, that is not true every reader has their own way of reading and could care less what another reader says. But it just popped into my mind; my sense of humor does that sometimes. Very rarely do I do "Tarot Readings" and if I do I will either just give the information I am given without telling the person what the cards are - if online. The other way I have done it is to give the reading - as I see it. Then I provide the person with the card names and if they want to investigate what they mean - they can. But somehow I doubt those meanings will be beneficial to the person.

To me the "if this then that" in my psychic world does not apply with the general understanding of psychic information. That is why I say I have traveled a different path then many psychics I have had communications with. I respect all those that I speak with and a part of me wishes that I had the background knowledge they have acquired. I just can't seem to go there. I have to accept the path I am given and go forward. I have written this to hopefully help other psychics like myself not to get discourage because they cannot learn in the same aspect as other psychics. Be yourself and follow your gut - you will learn and grow from the information within yourself. Only choose aids that seem important to your journey!

Another Lesson Learned in Psychic Interpretation

2008-09-06T09:46:00.003-04:00

Interpretation of Psychic Information can be confusing in itself, but then add what you consider the definition of a reading, vision, note or warning to be. I forget not everyone knows me and therefore, everything I write effects others. I have been offering free readings on a site for about a year and yes I have a following, but I forgot there are always new people on the site who are not familiar with my readings.

I made an error when I put a note on a post. I said this is not a reading, which to me it was not. It was a note or maybe a warning to the individual to pay attention to something she had mentioned. It did not mean the information did not come to me - it just meant this was not really the information she was requesting be read. It was the only information I received and therefore she just needed to note the info incase it became relevant to her situation. Something she may not have realized could come into play in the future. Maybe it won't come about, I can only go by what I am given. I hope for her sake it never comes into play.

I have to look at this situation as a learning experience when dealing with my "gifts." I did apologize to the individual because after she responded I realized it was my error in labeling what I was given. Next time I think I will just type what I am given with no explanation as to what I consider the information to be. Then the person can decide what they feel the information is to them.

I Had an Interesting Meditation

2008-09-05T16:16:00.003-04:00

Meditating can help relieve stress on most days! LOL Today, I had an interesting meditation which may actually change my life. Not exactly change it but improve my thoughts. It has been an extremely difficult year in all aspects of my life - except one!

I realized that the area of my life that has not caused me stress is when I use my "gifts" to help people. Even though I may be experiencing enormous stress - I actually feel relief in some ways when I do a reading for someone and they feel better about their situation and decide to go forward with a positive attitude!

So, I am contemplating starting another Blog - and offering what I consider "psychic advice."

Not that I have millions of readers but I do a few followers and hope to expand. I think I will grab the blog name in a few minutes - if it's available. Won't name it now because I have to go check and see if I can get it first. LOL with my luck it will be taken!! Must keep my sense of humor!!!!

I'm more afraid of Life than Death

2008-09-01T12:18:00.004-04:00

This realization came to me - maybe yesterday?

My life is such a mess in so many aspects, and then I thought, so many people speak of being afraid of death. I'm not afraid of death; I'm afraid of Life!

Don't get me wrong - I don't want to die. My family is the most important thing to me and to leave my children without a mother, my husband without a wife, or my parents without a daughter - No! But death seems like peace to me, for my beliefs tell me I chose this path for some reason and only in death will I completely understand WHY I would choose such a life!
I guess I just want answers.

Death means returning to a different aspect and not dealing with humans that have caused havoc in my life. No one other than my husband probably knows completely what we have had to deal with in this life, and what we continue to live. It is very scary out there in the world today! We have been bombarded with evil and negativity from so many people. Yet we always are there for others - we try to help everyone and be kind to people - so then why do people always hurt us? It just doesn't make sense. We seem to be a magnet for negative people meaning those who cheat, steal and lie, Why?

So, that is why Life is definitely more scary than Death!

How does a Psychic not Assume?

2008-08-31T11:15:00.004-04:00

Not many people know I have "psychic gifts" except all you here online! LOL Many people think psychic gifts are great, but if they themselves do not possess such psychic gifts, they are unable to understand exactly how they come to you. So, I figure the last sentence there just confused at least half my readers! Sorry.

Interpreting information received psychically can be very confusing. I am experiencing one of those confused moments now. As I was trying to explain what I was trying to figure out to my sister, I came to realize I must not be the only psychic person this happens to. I used to really admire a famous psychic Sylvia Brown. Then it seemed she was always wrong - so much negativity spoken about her errors - but then it just hit me. What if she too is trying to interpret information and assuming her interpretation is correct. She then makes these predictions on interpretation of something she is shown. It is not that she might not really be psychic, it is she is assuming what she is given means what she initially thought from the picture she was shown.

How does a psychic not assume? I don't know the answer to this question. I know when I am giving a reading, I try to keep myself from doing such by trying to describe what I see instead of giving my assumption, because I don't know the people. But when I am given a sign for myself, in picture form, then how do I keep from assuming my interpretation is correct? Especially when the picture given is not anything I personally know about.

For instance, I ask for a sign the information I just received is actual. I am shown a picture of a presidential candidate for the 2008 election with a picture of a woman. (now you would need to know politics is not my thing, at all!) I don't keep up with politics at all. So, in my brain I assume, "OK, if he chooses this woman as his running mate then the information I was given, will happen"
But in reality did I assume that woman to be his running mate, or was it that he was considering her or a woman as his running mate, or was the woman shown somehow related to the election? How am I to know? This picture was given to me many months before he chose his running mate, and me not being political at all, did not even know when they would be picking running mates! So why was I being given this information as a sign when it is months away?

This confusion and revelation comes into play now because as some of you know McCain chose his running mate. Yes it was a woman - no it was not the woman I think I saw. But he did choose a woman, which I didn't think he would - but like I said I don't keep up with such things. I did do a little research today cause I'm confused. I did see some people had this woman in the running for VP, but he picked a different woman. So does it mean what I was given does not come to pass? Then why give me the information to begin with? And did I misinterpret the picture and maybe in actuality it was the opponents wife, I actually saw? If that was the case, then what now?

So the question I pose to everyone: "How does a Psychic not Assume" when given information thru pictures?

Gosh I am still alive!

2008-08-28T09:38:00.002-04:00

Things have been kinda crazy around here lately! But, we are all still breathing. We have food on the table - so at this point we continue to live.

Had a cup of coffee with Bart yesterday - for those of you that know me - he is my guide. I have been so stressed lately, hadn't had time to stop and meditate. Well, went pretty well - very informative in some aspects and confusing in others. It seems in a sense I am going in the right direction - even though life seems very upsetting. I am supposed to be learning these lessons to help me in the future. Gosh, lessons are hard sometimes. I am not sure why I choose to learn these, but only God knows. I guess when I go back to heaven, I will understand and hopefully have learned - so I don't have to repeat these lessons!! OMG

The Life of an Empath

2008-07-07T09:13:00.003-04:00

The life of an Empath can be very draining! Not sure if many of you know what an Empath is - but we feel others emotions and physical pain. I am still trying to understand all of it myself, as I live it! I had a few experiences now that tell me 100 % that I am an Empath. I have learned somewhat to protect myself from a lot of outside influences that effect me emotionally and physically, but some times it just sneaks up on me.

I think that the combination of being an Empath and a Medium make things a little more confusing. The reason being is that if a spirit tries to contact me I can also feel what they want me to feel. Last night around 10pm all of a sudden I got information (from where I don't know) about a suicide attempt involving a car, garage and carbon monoxide. The information came to me first, then I started getting a dull head ache and sick to my stomach.

I had looked at a picture from a reading request and was hoping that it was that person whom had already passed and not someone needing my help now! Unfortunately, it was not the person whom was already deceased, so now it is a waiting game to find out who or why I was getting this information. I hate these feelings when you just don't get enough information to help someone.

I guess I should feel good that I have not received any phone calls with bad news yet. I will continue to hope it was a spirit that will try to contact me again.

So everyone be nice to me today! The life of an Empath is not always easy.

Wow! I even amazed Myself

2008-06-29T18:28:00.002-04:00

I got a chance to do a couple of medium readings last night - actually no children around!

I doubted myself the whole time and drive myself crazy waiting for the feedback from the person who requested the readings. But I was unbelievably amazed when I did get the feedback on two readings a little while ago.

Both included the words "WOW" in their feedback. I'm taking that as a good sign. Of course they then explained the "WOW" I have to agree "WOW" is a good definition. Confirmation of the communications are amazing. To know that our loved ones can communicate with us once they have passed on is just an unbelievable experience, not only for the person I do the readings for, but for myself as the reader.

I know that there are many people out there that do not believe in any such communication, but if you live my life, you can not doubt it! I see it, I hear it, and I feel the communication with spirits. Do I sometimes doubt whether I am really doing this - well yes but then how do I know what I know about someone I have never met in this life time?? No one will ever ever convince me that there is not a life after death!

Oh Wow - I am so thankful for my gifts - Thank God for giving them to me so that I may give hope, happiness, love, and peace to the people who request readings.

Having Electrical Issues Again!!

2008-06-28T23:17:00.002-04:00

I was typing my previous post and all of a sudden the extra printer next to my desk just started making all sorts of noises like it was getting ready to print. Just one slight problem - yes it is plugged in but its not on!!!!!! and its not attached to the computer either!!!! I think I have a visitor???

The other night I was sitting talking with my husband and all of a sudden our tv turned on! About freaked him out LOL Im used to such things myself. It went back off after a minute or so.

Guess someone is wanting my attention guess I need to take some time to meditate and see if I can figure out who it is. It is usually one person that messes with the electrical so maybe he has something he needs me to know.

Well thanks for listening to the ramblings of a psychic medium!

O stop me my sarcastic side is about to come out!

2008-06-28T23:08:00.003-04:00

OMG I can't help it! It just won't stop! I unfortunately have a very sarcastic side to me and it just gets to me sometimes and I have to let it out or it will get worse. Many of you know that I am a psychic photo reader and this has to do with people requesting free readings on a site I read on. I see requests over and over again by the same people sometimes and I have to control myself not to jump on and tell them that asking and asking isnt going to change their lives. It is only them that can do anyting about what is happening - their freewill can change the course they are on.

Or the ones that keep asking every hour or two for a pregnancy reading! Part of me wants to say what difference does it really make if its a boy or a girl???? It is what it is and it's not like you can change it! Enjoy that you are pregnant and feel blessed that you are having a child! Be happy with whatever you have. I have four girls and it never mattered to me whether I was having a boy or a girl!

Sorry I just had to get that out without hurting any persons feelings. I know some people just really want to know the sex of the child - to be somewhat sure ask your doctor for an ultrasound - but even those can be wrong! LOL Doctors are not God either.

Well I feel better now

Have I done a reading for you?

2008-06-22T10:31:00.002-04:00

I was wondering if any of the ladies that I have done readings for are reading my blog? Curiosity.
If you have enjoyed my readings and have any feedback that you would like to share, I would be very interested.

I have not had the opportunity to do many readings in the past few weeks but hope to be able to provide more in the near future.

Please take a moment to leave a comment for me

Psychic Readings - Something to Remember!

2008-06-22T10:11:00.002-04:00

People have different reasons for visiting a psychic either online or in person. Whatever the reason people need to keep a few things in mind, when doing so.

1. We are not God, we are regular people who have been given gifts to help others.

2. Sometimes we are given information that may not make sense to you at the time, it is best to note the information in a personal place, and refer to it even years later. (Ive done this myself)
There is no time frame associated with alot of visions and information.

3. Information that is given may change because everyone has FREE WILL. So, if you are told that someone may try to steal your purse. Be more careful of your purse and this may not come true. Yet, if you dont use your free will, it may! (luckily I paid attention unfortunately the lady next to me probably didnt see a psychic!)

I guess those are the 3 most important things to remember when you ask for a reading. #3 is the most important. You are the only one that can change your life, use your Free Will to your advantage - change the negative and live the positive!

Gosh I Have Been So Busy

2008-05-02T08:29:00.002-04:00

I have been so busy lately - I can't keep track of Everything that Pops in My Mind! LOL. I decided I needed to take a few minutes to write, maybe that will calm me down a little before I start my hectic day.

Seems like either I have plenty of time on my hands or I dont have enough time to do all I am supposed to do. I have been wanting to work on my "gifts" and have been unable to give as much time as I would like. I made myself do a couple of readings yesterday morning - I think that helped me get the "me" back. I thought I was gonna slip back into the "I dont exist, everyone else is more important" I cant let that happen!!!!